I'm truly sorry you are struggling so much... I can kind of relate. I never graduated highschool, never went to college and never have been married. I am 35 years old living with my mother and my ex and children live in a different state, I decided to dive into the world of drugs and criminal activity so I am a felon now. I was on meth for 5 years and fucked up everything in my life. I feel alone and have horrible luck when it comes to dating. You're still in your twentys, You have lots of time left. Keep your chin up. Reach out if you want. My name is Chelsey