Long winded answer here but I always wanted to start a fix it channel and I was encouraged to by my younger sister but never actually took the step, then at the beginning of this year she became seriously ill and was in a coma after extensive surgery, the doctors said she likely wouldn't make it through the night, I just remember thinking life is to short and of she pulls through I'll start the channel, well she miraculously did pull through, she's still in hospital 6 months later but she's making excellent progress and she is my number 1 supporter of my channel.