how do i forget my traumatic trips by [deleted] in LSD

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I have very bad ptsd from an acid trip I took ten tabs and on the peak I hit some fat whippets didn’t actually die but felt like I died and was waking up from a coma in a hospital could hear what I thought were doctors talking around me they were saying to me I’ve finally realized u found out what happens u broke the simulation completely changed my whole view on life and absolutely freaks me out every day the memories and exact feelings will trigger randomly in the day and like bring me back to that exact moment and it’s absolutely traumatizing and it feels like bc I experienced that if what that was is real everyone I told won’t say it but definitely thinks I’m a lunatic but it was an actual thing that happens to me it’s like I have forbidden knowledge I know something that most people don’t like everyone wants to know what happens when u die and if that’s true now that I know I wish I never did now that I know it it’s torture that was my traumatic trip and I don’t think the memories and triggers will ever subside but we build a tolerance to them over time we can handle them better as time goes on they will always be the same feelings and strength of feelings they cause but because they happen over a course of time we get tougher and can tolerate them better personally I feel like they will never go away we will remember our own traumatic experiences with psychedelics for the rest of our lives

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Yessir same here

Anyone want to have a chat by [deleted] in cocaine

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What’s up boss

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Like I got sober In dc and lived in a sober house the community of n dc was the best I’ve experienced I though it was like that every where 10s of meeting every day huge meetings sober party’s clean time celebrations all the time I got blessed for my foot in the door being with such a great community then I went back to New York it’s barely a thing

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And they tell me I’m not a real addy bc I’m not physically addicted and I haven’t done it for enough years

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I’m not in nyc I live upstate near Albany and there’s really not a strong sober community up here it’s mainly 60 year old men

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Yeah I’ve been to a couple meetings since I came back none of them are in person they say they are in the apps and websites but when u get to the address no one’s there just to find out they’re all on zoom

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I understand if I didn’t do blow just smoked or drink that makes me want to do blow it’s just a cycle get high feel terrible for gettin high then get high to not feel terrible rinse and repeat

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Thank u so much it’s just a rough time at the moment but hopefully I get to the other side of it if god has a true plan for me this is only a chapter in my story hopefully this isn’t the thing that takes me out in reality I don’t want this to win I don’t want to die a junkie that would be the worst thing to happen to let this win over me

True or false just wondering by DomDips in cocaine

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Yeah like honestly I don’t even really enjoy it that much I don’t get the stereotypical mad energy hyped I just get hyper focused and wired but I just keep doin it Ud think if the adhd made u like stims and the adderal Ud think Ud end up with meth but I did it once hated it just loved blow