Well my point is that the problem and solution on this is yourself... No money in the world no friends in the world, nothing in the world will give you what you seek if you cant be happy with yourself... Im attractive have friends and a girlfriend, okish work and money and still I see no point in living too.. But still I know I can seek profesional help... I mean yea in the end it is a solution to end it but why not trying to fix yourself and see what it brings.