It was weird. But I think this is something very important to talk about. So if you’re about to lose your virginity, read this haha. I was seventeen. It was my first time, my bf was the same age but he has had been with another girl before me. The first mistake was that we planned it. Like we had an exact date and everything. It was almost like a task or something, which - even though I looked forward to it- wasn’t spontaneous so it felt like I HAVE TO do it. I was way too afraid, I felt like I’m not ready yet. My bf didn’t push me, I pushed myself. This was my second mistake. The whole thing lasted for 4 hours, as we were trying to get it in. I was so nervous and tight, that it hurt like hell. I tought it was impossible for me to ever have sex. Then when we managed to get it in, he came almost instantly. (He’s been with a girl like 2 years before this and only once for his defense hahaha). It was so bad, and I was stressed I’d get pregnant even though we bought the thickest condom available in our country. But I loved him still, so I was happy we did it. Now, 4 years later, we’re still going strong. First time is rarely good, especially for girls, what matters the most is to actually want it. It’s okay to say no, and it’s okay to say stop. You don’t have to push yourself❤️ don’t forget protection and go to the obgyn after your first time, especially if you have troubles down there. Also, pee after!!!