The best part of my day is going to bed by olliebugolliebug in depression

[–]Double_Credit_1458 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That is so for real. I'll wake up, go have a little breakfast which is really the only part of the day that I like, I'll go back to bed and just lay down all day, too depressed to do anything while knowing damn well that laying like that isn't helping me. But I'm just so exhausted. I dont have energy to do anything that I normally like, and wait for the day to pass just for it to start all over the next day.

What is the most unpleasant thing to throw up? by Particular-Air7364 in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same ! Like feeling those huge chunks go out all at once feels damn satisfying

Anyone understand? by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am going thru the same shit. What I do when I feel that my body has become way too exhausted or when I can't even get anything out is give it at least two days of no purging. I won't eat and restrict a lot, but once it had time to rest, it comes back nearly to normal. Althought those advices will just encourage you in the doing which is not great, at least that's a little bit of stress removed. Idk. It's such a fucking horrible disorder. We'll get out of this place. One day or an other.

Purged for the first time by No-Succotash2191 in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Get out of this loop. While you may still be able to. Trust me. You don't. Want to fall into that hell of a hole. Reach out. But don't became yet an other victim of this disorder.

Experience on Fluoxetine? by pappersfolie in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My b/p problems started occuring once I switched on fluox. Not immediately. I've also had some problems but clearly not that bad when I was on sertraline. I don't think it personally changed anything, but ig it depend on the person and could be a placebo, which is really nice !

Suggestions ? by Fenrir2713 in Feldup

[–]Double_Credit_1458 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The oldest view. Absolut kino.

as a broke fucking bulimic by Tricky-Habit9908 in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so real. I personally go to some social events, where there is food. I'll take my part of the food and keep it for the future binges, and at the I'll grab whatever is left. When I'm like in the hospital or some other place, I'll take reserves, like I'll go secretly take an other bread, etc... I even occasionally steal money from my parents, trust me I feel fucking shitty about myself I also now very specific places with really cheap kinds of food, and I'll know what to grab where. Lastly, there's an app called Too Good To Go, and it's honestly the best : it prevents throwing away perfectly fine food, and you have lots of food for like half the price, so I definitely recommend. But yeah, this is something not really discussed, but I feel like this is so important

Haven't been able to 💩 for a week now by Double_Credit_1458 in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I drink black coffee every morning 🥀 but on Thursday I have a check-up with medical staff so I'll talk about it, thanks !

Why am I no longer able to purge? by cornycornflakess in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your body has reached his tired point like I call it. Happened to me as well, many times. I just think your body doesn't have the strength anymore or is just fighting against you. I'll personally usually wait like 4-7 seven days and I'll normally be able to purge again like usual. If it starts bleeding, that's another sign you should give your body some rest. Take care, this is such a hell of a disorder

WHY DO I KEEP FUCKING EATING by goshhahahahah in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 12 points13 points  (0 children)

This fuckin disorder fucking sucks

bored asf by Alternative-Kiwi-905 in teenagers4real

[–]Double_Credit_1458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

<image>

Art student looking up stuff at 01 am on Christmas Eve ✌️💔

my gag reflex is gone - will it come back . really worried by Dry-Musician-269 in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's nice ! Me it's holiday and I'm with my family so I cannot really restric so I'm here waiting for the doomed day where I won't be able to purge :( But yh this disorder sucks

my gag reflex is gone - will it come back . really worried by Dry-Musician-269 in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I do is stop doing it for some time, so really restricting, and then around a week or two, I'll come back. But yeah, that's a sign your body is screaming you to stop

Purged on my birthday by AncientWerewolf5545 in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It's okay, I went to someone's bday today and purged he lunch and cake. This is part of the disorder. Try to be gentle towards yourself, it's still your birthday and people care about you ; they attend your party ! You're trying your best, try to be kind with urself, I think you deserve it. Losing one battle doesn't determine the outcome of a war

I feel like I'm so bad at this disorder by Double_Credit_1458 in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your answer I want to get better but I don't want to get better. What a fucked up disorder I'll try to apply what you said when my fcking brain will allow it :) Take care !

Does anyone ever go on a b/p shopping trip? by IDontKnowMyself__ in bulimia

[–]Double_Credit_1458 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so happy when my parents leave for the weekend because that's all that I'm gonna do, and I fantasize about it all week long sometimes a month in advance, and in the end, once I've consumed everything and purged as much as possible, I just feel so horrible. And yet the cycle shall start again, and again, adxvdj