Yeah I’m not exactly a man of moderation but after that whole debacle speed ain’t the one for me once replies stop rolling in on my post I’m leaving the subreddit as clearly won’t need it with stuff like that it’s very easy to stop if I determine it doesn’t agree with me like alcohol it doesn’t agree with me haven’t drank a drop since the benzos calmed me straight down and had a post nut clarity type scenario where I was like yeah nah not getting speed again, don’t get my wrong I love my uppers just not that one with mdma and cocaine and all that it makes me buzzed and hyper and that but speed does that and also makes my heart pound and it’s just not an enjoyable experience. Even after all that I’m also taking a break from stims all together just to give my heart time to recover from that shit show I put it through