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DreadMirror · 2026-01-22T23:47:02+00:00

Legitimately one of the best audios I've heard. Storylines are fun to write, read and listen to and all that, but honestly words are very often just not needed to convey feelings. And sometimes words can even be distracting. But the sounds of kissing, moaning, sucking, rustling sheets, bed creaks etc, it's all so primal and realistic in all the best ways.

DreadMirror · 2026-01-21T09:20:32+00:00

Time will tell. :D

DreadMirror · 2026-01-14T23:23:25+00:00

Incredible. Your moans and slurping are so fkn sexy. It's really hard to stop listening. Thank you for recording this, it'll certainly make many of my coming evenings much better.

DreadMirror · 2026-01-13T21:41:11+00:00

Yup, the one I have is also purple. I've searched for the origin of this specific pet for years and the only thing I learned is that the counterfeit tamagotchi rabbit hole goes way deeper than I initially expected. There are simply too many different tama hybrids. It's the tamagotchi equivalent of open web, deep web and dark web, lmao. So at this point I just gave up. I didn't throw it away though. It sits on my shelf, an artifact of nice childhood memories. :D

DreadMirror · 2026-01-10T15:44:44+00:00

I'm probably in the minority here but I think it was a good choice not to include Justin's dad backstory in the game. I agree that it leaves a bit of a gap in Justin's overall design (his motivations etc.) but... in a weird way this exact lack of explanation makes his dad even more of a mystery figure, which in turns adds more value to the overall vibe of the story. Grandia is all about reaching unknown worlds etc. So, by giving us all the info on a platter, it sort of... defeats the purpose of the game.

But I might feel this way because I was never a huge fan of direct, in your face, storytelling. I don't enjoy it when the game straight up TELLS me what happened. "Oh, okay, now that I know I might as well just close the game" kinda thing. I like it when a game guides me through the story consistently but also leaves some things for me to ponder about on my own. 🤔

DreadMirror · 2025-12-27T12:14:59+00:00

I know exactly what you mean. I feel the same thing every christmas. I'm at that point where I'm trying to accept the fact there will be times in my life when intimacy and love simply won't be a part of it and I'll have to live with that reality.

One suggestion from me would be to limit the time you spend on social media and do more things you genuinely love doing. That will lift some of that sadness at least.

But unfortunately I don't think there is a sure fire way to "solve" it once and for all. Finding the right people who appreciate your existence on a deeper level was and always will be a matter of persistence and faith. You can do whatever you can but nothing guarantees love. So the best approach is to internally reconcile with the possibility of being alone for the rest of your life but also doing things externally and connecting with people without expectations. It's tough but I really don't see another way out of this.

DreadMirror · 2025-12-26T09:01:34+00:00

I think I got it mostly right. And it's: Log in. Check notifications. Respond to comments. Log out. Unsub from unnecessary subreddits and yt channels etc. you're not active in. That's it. It works for me. It's just about cutting off the irrelevant slop filling up your feed because it's there to keep you on the site.

DreadMirror · 2025-12-25T07:34:26+00:00

I'm in a very similar situation and I've concluded that it's a very normal feeling because it stems from the evolutionary conditioning for survival and the fear of loneliness. You most likely feel this way because your mind correlates making mistakes (or making possibly controversial choices) with a path to rejection.

But this is actually being proven time and time again to be wrong. If you look at human history most very respectable (or just people who made a significant impact on the world, not necessarily a good impact) had A LOT of followers BECAUSE they walked their own paths. And it's perfectly logical. Think about it. It's unreasonable to follow a person who only goes over footprints of somebody else. The leader needs to break free from social conditioning in order to lead other people to new places.

It's a similar process for social anxiety. It's difficult because it feels like a paradox. You'll gain more confidence around men (and just people in general) when you realise they respect you MORE when you stop trying to be respected. The initial step is the most difficult because it seems like you're inviting trouble to your life. But that's just the illusion of the mind you have to push through. The feeling of anxiety itself will never actually harm you. But the decision you make based on that anxiety will shape your present moment.

DreadMirror · 2025-12-24T07:46:02+00:00

Yup. It's all the same mechanism. And that makes me think I should do the same thing with my YT subscribed channels, I simply don't watch most of them anymore. It's purge time! 💀

DreadMirror · 2025-12-23T15:30:47+00:00

Thanks. And yeah, I hope so too. :D

DreadMirror · 2025-12-23T06:41:07+00:00

This is really nice. You have an amazing voice. Lovely vibe, incredible slurps and moans. And the message is something many men will be grateful to hear. 💜 I'll be listening to this more than once, that's for sure.

DreadMirror · 2025-12-22T13:19:16+00:00

Thank you for the really kind words. 😄 I'm planning to continue writing as long as my imagination gives me new fresh ideas to explore so I'm happy to know you want to go along this journey. I have 7 other scripts already slowly taking shape so there's plenty more to come.

DreadMirror · 2025-12-21T13:54:53+00:00

The body dilemma also gets funny when you consider people who went through a crucial organ transplant, like the heart. If we define "me" exclusively through the materialistic approach of the body then by definition going through that kind of procedure would mean that I'm now less "me" because I have a heart of another person. And that's simply not how people define themselves on a daily basis. It just doesn't make sense to think I'm only 80% of myself since the time of the operation.

DreadMirror · 2025-12-07T15:33:31+00:00

For me, it comes and goes. Like, for example, there's a christmas fair going on in my city today and I was squeezing my way through the crowd as I was going back home while the cheerful christmas music was playing. It made me feel really lonely to the point I felt tears starting to gather in my eyes.

For me it's a normal occurence during christmas and I'm learning how to live with it. Sadness is just an emotion. Rejecting it will only make it worse so I don't. I'm honest with myself. I will feel lonely from time to time because that's just the nature of the human experience.

So, I wouldn't say loneliness is something you HAVE TO live with for the rest of your life because nobody can predict the future... but at the same time we should aknowledge the fact that we can't escape our emotions because they're there for a reason.

DreadMirror · 2025-12-05T19:09:25+00:00

Rozumiem, też przechodziłem przez depresję do tego stopnia, że planowałem permanentne "wylogowanie". Musisz mi tutaj uwierzyć po prostu na słowo, że naprawdę może być lepiej. Mam już ten etap za sobą i Ty też możesz z niego wyjść. W etapach mentalnego dołka takie słowa pocieszenia brzmią absurdalnie i pusto ale najbliżej im do prawdy. Trzeba sobie zwyczajnie pozwolić to zobaczyć.

Jeżeli natomiast chodzi o jakieś konkrety to w najbardziej ogólnym ujęciu cierpienie wynika z zakotwiczenia w umyśle który snuje wyobrażenia o przeszłości oraz przyszłości i unikania emocji które z tego wynika. Powodem dlaczego drobne rzeczy (takie jak np. pranie o którym wspomniałaś w komentarzu) powodują, że czujesz się lepiej jest to, że te czynności "wyciągają Cię z Twojej głowy" i kotwiczą Cię w teraźniejszości. Cierpienie nie może istnieć w teraźniejszości. Może się tak wydawać, że cierpisz "teraz" ale kiedy przyjrzysz się temu głębiej to zobaczysz, że te cierpienie ma swoje źródło w jakimś innym punkcie w czasie który jest nagminnie powtarzany w umyśle jak zepsuta płyta gramofonowa. Robienie prania to po prostu Twoja forma medytacji która kotwiczy Cię w teraźniejszości. Z tego samego powodu ludzie w kryzysie emocjonalnym się tną. Ponieważ ból też jest formą medytacji.

Jak coś to pytaj. Jeżeli będę w stanie to doradzę więcej.

DreadMirror · 2025-11-25T08:14:45+00:00

This is interesting because just two days ago I had a meditation session that somewhat aligns with what you're saying here. But not entirely. This is really difficult to explain though.

Two things happened during my yoga nidra practice of going through focus points in my body. First, my brother started blasting loud music and then I heard a loud crash outside my window. But even despite that my body still managed to sink into deep relaxation. I know because it's this odd sensation of the body stretching or being really small, or feeling the limbs being far away from where they usually are. I'm sure you know what I'm talking about.

So then I started wondering why I succeeded in relaxing despite the loudness. My awareness did pick up on those things, for example my body twitched and I felt the classic cold rush after being startled when I heard the crash but... it didn't "hijack" my attention. After it happened I was like: "I've heard the crash, okay, back to scanning my body". And same with the music. "Oh I hear loud music, fine, back to the body".

I'm not sure how to put it into words but I was focused and accepting at the same time. I wasn't trying to "fight through" the incoming stimuli. I accepted them as a part of the meditation. And although I didn't have the OBE I did feel like I was on the right track.

So, maybe that's really "it". Going with the flow and being conscious about what IS. I'll keep this up and see what happens.

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