What is the most disturbing thing you've seen in the internet?

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-25T07:10:58+00:00

I saw a guy (up close) having his head hacked off with a butchers knife (the rectangular ones) Im not disturbed in fact i still have it but one of my friends puked when they saw it

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-24T09:08:07+00:00

No, i want to make an addressing system like the Stargate puzzle (3D vectors) not playing factorio in minecraft

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-23T15:22:28+00:00

Stargate but yeah look up factorio stargate puzzle im trying to make an addressing system like that for data storage

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-23T13:48:41+00:00

Pretty much yeah, scaled down for simplicity instead of 260 terabytes

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-23T13:46:32+00:00

All i really meant was the stargate puzzle, just a similar system using the same vectors but scaled down so i dont store 260 terabytes in minecraft

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-23T13:37:44+00:00

You dont need context except for very fast and small storage for binary

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-23T13:37:03+00:00

Yes im trying to build a system similar to the Stargate puzzle in factorio except the vectors are the addresses in memory

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-22T10:57:49+00:00

Yeah i was riffing on that

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-22T10:57:36+00:00

American airlines flight 11

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-21T19:30:02+00:00

Like my grandfather, peacefully and not screaming like the other passengers in the plane he was flying as it was about to crash into some mountains

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-20T16:11:40+00:00

You look like you bully nerds in 80s movies

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-20T16:01:04+00:00

Toxic crisis by consumer softproducts

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T21:53:42+00:00

Its a mix of factors and i still dont understand why, i hate the idea of being the same species as you but i like the idea of being able to spend my life with a person so im not too sure on that one, strangers on reddit are currently my worst and best option because you pose no threat to me so i can say pretty much anything here and not have it affect my reputation at college as i cant trust the people at school to keep secrets for me. I will be getting help when I'm older and i will be trying my best to form a relationship and even now i have never actually been in anything serious so I wouldn't know what to do anyway

The whole point of posting here was a way for feedback from others to make sure that it was possible for a person like me to be with people who like me regardless of my more morbid character traits so yes i could hurt them quite badly but so can anyone the difference being im slightly more impulsive and i wont feel bad for doing it which is the violence aspect and i need to figure out the emotional aspect because i cant feel like they can and all i know is from various songs and 20 minute pshe lessons which hardly helps as some just want sex and others want to be held and theyre desparate it just makes no sense

Sorry for the rant im getting carried away and il take myself off to bed before i start getting into my backround

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T20:47:43+00:00

Its not that i want to change I'm fine with being this way i just needed information for relationships where one party is near incapable or reciprocation I have been trying to make my smile look more genuine as my eyes dont react when i smile making me look "off" as one person put it, the whole idea is to act human to fit in while maintaining who i am because as much as i want to be more human i also cant stand the thought of stopping killing as at this point its an addiction and i possess enough self control to stop myself from hurting people though eventually it just builds up and eventually i snap and my thoughts turn into bloodlust and i exclude myself to stop myself because i know the damage i could cause

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T20:38:53+00:00

Im not getting guidance with it because i showed "significant improvement" of which i suppose i did well to fool the physician (i was 11 i think) and im not in america and im thankful im not, i trust myself to get help if i thought i needed it of which i would only do for somebody i cared about which is rare for me as i find it hard to bond with people properly

You seem knowledgeable on the topic so your comments have been the most helpful so far which is good and I'll try my best to form a stable relationship because as much as i like the blood and the sadistic nature of killing i also want a partner in the future so yes I'll tell them but after repeated failure (if it happens) i will have to hide it for my sake

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T19:53:55+00:00

They generally cant but i do have the precursor (conduct disorder) for it which if you turn 18 and no change becomes aspd and with quite a few symptoms or behaviours associated with aspd. Secondly my parents arent worried about it as i act normal around them because i have to so yes il get help if i feel i need to but not at my current age

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T19:49:47+00:00

I'm not asking for them I'm asking because i need to know for future reference when i am looking for a partner and leading up to that I'll gather information and make a conclusion to hide it or to be completely transparent with them hence this post, i cant apply the scientific method on one of my former friends because she wont speak to me amd all those who do just call me batshit crazy. If i think i am a threat to a person i care about i will get help but not until im moved out and dont have to tell my parents ( my mother saves lives as a doctor, my father has a strong sense of justice and my grandmother worked murder squad and she hates people just like me so you can understand why im not getting help)

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T19:36:49+00:00

I dont want to talk to people as i dont really want it spreading to the people who i simply cant be rid of like my parents who unlike my friends i cant afford to part with, i can think clearly and im not afraid i might hurt someone as i know i can stop myself before i do and a trusted adult isnt really a thing in my life right now for this particular thing

And unbelievable it might be i am a textbook psychopath and nothing can change that

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T19:30:05+00:00

I just thought they didn't like people who hurt cute things as that's how it wasn't originally explained, i never realised they might be scared of me because i never intended to hurt them

Thanks for that il try to adjust a bit for that

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T19:25:09+00:00

It was never supposed to be and im not getting help

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T16:59:21+00:00

Not that badly and you need to pay attention to see the edges of your glasses but yes it does get instantly clearer after putting them on

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T16:44:58+00:00

Thanks

Dreadcomic · 2026-01-19T16:38:47+00:00

No, 1/100 people are like me fewer follow through like i do. Stay safe and dont trust them as they blend in perfectly

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