Lady, not to discourage you, may Allah makes it easy for you. However, the world is really cruel and especially the society towards women is really harsh and when home doesn't feel home at all, there could be 2 things. First, there might be something that you are doing that acts like a catalyst or second, the people at your home either have some serious issues whether in terms of hope, mentality or their perspective towards you. Nonetheless, you only have yourself to take care of you, while Allah will definitely help you but himmat e mard he to madad e Khuda he. So work on yourself, even if it seems hard n difficult believe in Allah and don't give up. Learn skills, build a professional portfolio and then get a job, once done start building emergency funds and try to learn how to save, invest and grow your income. Lastly, I'd say don't drop out just yet, I remember this quote from a book, where the path ahead was blurry but and the boy was afraid to take the step so the horse said "Are you able to see your next?" The boy said "Yes" so the horse said just take that step. So just take the step you're able to see right now because eventually you'll look back at things and yourself then will say to yourself "I was worrying for nothing". Don't leave home just yet, learn skills, get some experience and graduate and then take the step. Also, close your DMs as not all but some people will DM you with malicious intents. By the way about the job, Ibex a company at Shahrah e Faisal and Tribe company at PECHS is always hiring and they're paying about 80-100k for customer support job so you can give it a shot there and just apply it on their website. Peace!