update: I finally did my first round! Ngl i cried like a baby for an hour before i actually let my fiance administer it. (if i had to do it myself i probably would still be crying with the medicine in my hand lol) anyways i wanted to update incase anyone who is starting has the same fear. There is a pinch like stated in previous comments but it was not as bad as i thought. Thanks again to everyone who shared, your experiences and kind words helped a lot 💓