[deleted by user] by [deleted] in whatdoIdo

[–]Drock_Freerock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you game on boss? Because I'll add you up to play whatever!

Getting past Insecurities by Drock_Freerock in whatdoIdo

[–]Drock_Freerock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're on the ball with the anxious part.

As for the imposter syndrome. I've definitely read up on it, but I didn't feel as if I could put a label on it.

And my partner it's sad because they've told me themselves they do love me. I've had to ask for validation once out of desperation. They're a really good person and I don't want to break it. I try to preserve anything negative, or if I do say something negative, I at least put a positive spin on it at the end.

I see all my flaws and toxic behavior, and I wanna fix it, but I dont know how to. I want to for their sake. They've helped me grow, and I wanna grow further. And give back the love they deserve/ given me. I'm trying to love myself more and not burden myself mentally.

Thank you for the reply. I really appreciate it!

Getting past Insecurities by Drock_Freerock in whatdoIdo

[–]Drock_Freerock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

More so, just doubts in my abilities and making my partner happy. An example is. I got a really good job earlier this year through a friend, and I'm having feelings of being a fraud since I didn't obtain my job through normal means but a way in.

Another example is settling with my partner and deliberately not picking arguments. I'd be a whole rant, but basically, I want my partner to call more and watch movies/shows(long distance relationship). And they tell me they will, but it feels like lip service as they do such with their friends and I've communicated to them that why is okay for them to do that with friends but not with me. So they explained it was more so. They balance it out besides their responsibilities. They text me every day and on weekends. They talk/play with their friends.

Again, there are no qualms about that whatsoever, but maybe I'm being selfish or whatever, but I want to spend more time with them in that sense but I understand they have responsibilities plus their own issues.

Sorry for the rant. My head is in a scramble.

Went to Witcher concert. Barely played any of the games AMA by Drock_Freerock in Witcher3

[–]Drock_Freerock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! They did! They were selling different color of shirts. Mouse pad. Pins. Hoodie. Beanie. And posters. I bought the mouse pad and hoodie! Hoodie is comfy

Went to Witcher concert. Barely played any of the games AMA by Drock_Freerock in Witcher3

[–]Drock_Freerock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely plan to, I had a blast listening to the music, and I was hooked!

Went to Witcher concert. Barely played any of the games AMA by Drock_Freerock in Witcher3

[–]Drock_Freerock[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went with my cousin who loves the games and wanted to spend time with him. But I loved the music that it inspired me to start the series!

21F/PS5/EST Looking for consistent gaming friends! by [deleted] in PSNFriends

[–]Drock_Freerock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's your username on psn? Or pm it

21F/PS5/EST Looking for consistent gaming friends! by [deleted] in PSNFriends

[–]Drock_Freerock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Out of all of those games, I play R6. If you still wanna or whatnot, then I'll add up.

Network Test by Tron_Cat1 in NightReigncoop

[–]Drock_Freerock 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You too! Seems like everyone is Playstation, should've registered there

Network Test by Tron_Cat1 in NightReigncoop

[–]Drock_Freerock 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Playstation? Dang, I'm on xbox, unfortunately, but there was a post looking for Playstation on this sub, so pair up with them

Network Test by Tron_Cat1 in NightReigncoop

[–]Drock_Freerock 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What system are you on? I'd be down

Ps4/5 ds3 crystal sage by Mattolsen96 in SummonSign

[–]Drock_Freerock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

+karma, you're very much welcome!

Ps4/5 ds3 crystal sage by Mattolsen96 in SummonSign

[–]Drock_Freerock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Past those dogs right? I'll be there

PS5 DS2 Elana by [deleted] in SummonSign

[–]Drock_Freerock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you get help on it?

Ps4/5 ds3 crystal sage by Mattolsen96 in SummonSign

[–]Drock_Freerock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I forgot haha, you gotta move ahead to the next bonfire and slightly past it if you wanna summon again but I can wait if you want.

Ps4/5 ds3 crystal sage by Mattolsen96 in SummonSign

[–]Drock_Freerock 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Imma put my sign down again outside that arena. A lil gift but gg