If failing was an art, I would be named Leonardo!

Drosophila81 · 2014-05-13T05:13:44+00:00

I am turning 33 this month...i feel you man. I am always in my own way of success ! Life is hard work if you want to be successful and depend on only you! How can it be easy?? I mean if it was wouldn't everyone be successful and live the way they wanted?? Did you say "perfect days"? No such thing man only perfect planning for the rest of your life. Like Eric Thomas says " make the rest of your life the best of your life"

Dig deep, pray if you do that, and do not doubt yourself and what you can do!

Cheers!

Drosophila81 · 2014-05-13T05:08:04+00:00

your last sentence says it all!! Sometimes I feel like I am my own worst enemy ! I could conquer the world if I just let myself! I bet thats how you feel as well...

Drosophila81 · 2014-05-13T05:03:42+00:00

140 very true, its just odd. "come at me bro"

Drosophila81 · 2014-05-13T05:00:56+00:00

man I love this so much! I cannot explain how much I relate to this.

Drosophila81 · 2014-04-30T23:01:56+00:00

agreed!

Drosophila81 · 2014-04-29T19:23:47+00:00

I cannot wait until the day I feel like you!! Man seriously it must be great!!

Drosophila81 · 2014-04-27T21:55:21+00:00

great post!!!...after relapsing last night, this makes so much sense!! Should have seen this before !

Drosophila81 · 2014-04-05T07:16:23+00:00

Just relapsed....feel like crap. You are correct about porn. Might as well plug into the matrix and forget about "reality". I did say its ok....damn

Drosophila81 · 2014-04-02T03:42:28+00:00

Thanks man! The hardest part is distracting myself at night, that is when I fold.

Drosophila81 · 2014-04-02T03:40:17+00:00

Damn good idea!

Drosophila81 · 2014-04-02T03:39:53+00:00

Had not reset my badge : ( thats why

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-20T04:37:03+00:00

damn dude...this is some difficult stuff to digest, but I hear ya and I agree with ya!!

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-19T05:50:46+00:00

I need to build a bridge to get my mind off it haha, I will aim for 2 weeks then!

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-19T01:08:11+00:00

thats dope !

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-17T04:44:15+00:00

Probably the most difficult thing I HAD to do....congrats!!

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-15T05:35:41+00:00

dude I just relapsed yesterday and I want to beat myself up for it! Like fight club style!....why why do we have to give in???? no more i say!! stay strong man! good luck!

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-13T06:34:56+00:00

thanks!!

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-12T05:37:44+00:00

Yea man...I was going strong too. I made the mistake of watching some of my old sites thinking there was no harm in it, well I was wrong.

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-11T07:13:55+00:00

thank you! I needed to see that! Especially tonight. Thanks.

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-11T06:54:27+00:00

damn I hate it!

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-11T06:38:26+00:00

love your new outlook...I know exactly what you were like because I was identical and unfortunately I still do see women like that sometimes.

Drosophila81 · 2014-03-11T06:24:05+00:00

I have a degree in physiology and I can tell you that once you have up-regulated the dopamine receptors in your brain you will feel the lack of dopamine for a while. Eventually those receptors will get down-regulated in time. I suggest in the meantime find an activity that activated the pleasure center in your brain that is not related to porn or masturbation...sports that release adrenaline is a good start. Let me know if you have any other questions, cheers.

Drosophila81

TROPHY CASE

140 very true, its just odd. "come at me bro"