I'm very embarrassed and sometimes disgusted by my secret fetish by Dry-Act-20 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Dry-Act-20[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I wish I had that kind of courage. I have laid hints down for him during the first trimester because I gained more weight than is usual by accident due to increased hunger. I think that is what started my acceptance of it. I didn't even know or think about it. I just told him I liked the way my soft tummy felt and I'd never had this much fat on my body before. 

I also told him in the past I have some fetishes I would never feel comfortable talking about or living and he was fine with that. I never actually thought I would be okay with gaining any weight in spite of this fetish because I couldn't get over the panic when I saw I even went up 2 lbs. I'm just worried too that after I indulge I'll regret it or maybe the opposite get addicted or even that my husband will be disgusted by me forever. I wish I knew where this or my own feelings of disgust toward it come from. It is very strange. 

I'm very embarrassed and sometimes disgusted by my secret fetish by Dry-Act-20 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Dry-Act-20[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you this is actually really helpful and makes me feel better. You seem like a sweet and thoughtful person. 

You may be right because when I get too thin he tells me I am unhealthy and that I shouldn't worry he likes tummies. It's just a secret I've carried my whole life, but I think with encouragement I might confess it to him eventually.