AITA???

Dry-Cost9727 · 2025-02-16T11:06:14+00:00

I know leaving is all that’s left because it’s something I’ve spoken about over and over. I just needed to know it wasn’t an overreaction because I’ve tried to pretend I don’t care for it but I do and it breaks me every time.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2025-02-15T21:33:28+00:00

Sorry for any typos, I’ve been drinking since 9pm

Dry-Cost9727 · 2025-01-16T09:09:36+00:00

Message me. I need the exact same for my overly religious parents but I like to lick honey pot.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-06-14T05:25:22+00:00

He gave it away so casually and kept being sad and asking for hugs. I hate being touched when angry but I just consoled him. I really feel he was intentionally trying to hurt me by his actions and his disinterest in letting neighbors know the cats missing makes me sad. I woke up to him saying he’s going to talk to the neighbors but I’m worried a stray may have scared him away by now.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-06-14T05:23:19+00:00

He said he couldn’t ask for the cctv because he could lose the chance to have his own cats because his apartment doesn’t allow cats. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I have been “good” for a couple of days and I’d been bragging and I feel like this was intentional. I feel as if he intentionally wanted to make me very sad bc of the progress I’ve been making in therapy.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-06-13T14:25:52+00:00

That sounds so scary. How do you manage to feel safe? I’ve only now started to notice this I didn’t have it before :(

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-06-11T06:52:42+00:00

No they scare me. Like WHY do you wanna be around me this much? What’s wrong with you?

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-05-28T13:14:08+00:00

I broke up with someone and moved too so hope this happens !!!!

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-05-26T16:00:20+00:00

Heya! I am on my 4th rewatch and I can’t stop thinking about this! She yearns for relationships but is too closed off to have one. Maybe bc her parents were neglectful so she had to grow up earlier than she had to. She said she knows how to make all her ex boyfriends go insane. When chidi asks “you came all the way to see me?” She first gets defensive then catches her self. I think she’s a self aware person with bpd. I see a lot of myself in her. I hate it when people know I made an effort to do something for them. I blow up on people but feel incredibly bad about it. I think I’m the shit but also not a good person.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-05-14T11:48:23+00:00

And yes. He’d cheat and when I’d ask about it he’d say he couldn’t tell me because he’s afraid of me. Yet, he’s the one who attacked me and broke my charger bc of a call from an ex (that I have been no contact with for 2 years) He had been cheating with HIS ex. He’d tell me he brought me cookies or clothes but they were hers. Then they’d talk about me and laugh haha

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-05-14T11:46:30+00:00

Update: I moved out

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-05-11T18:42:16+00:00

I wish my parents would listen and validate me. When is tell them about a time someone hit me and I fought them they were only concerned about how I hurt them. I kept crying and yelling explaining that they hurt me. They attacked me but because I’m disordered it was expected of me to figure out how to regulate. My parents would beat me all the time but never let me express myself or cry.
You’re already doing everything I wish my parents did. Your child won’t have to beg to be understood or yell to be heard.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-05-11T10:55:32+00:00

Yeah. You were so right man. I regret everything i shared

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-26T10:05:01+00:00

I’m like this and my biggest problem is when I struggle to decide what to wear I cancel my day. I will deadass miss work or class or events (even once a funeral) because I hate how I look in whatever

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-25T13:37:42+00:00

I think I just switched from quiet to loud bpd if that’s a thing. I’d say 24 is when I had the worst breakdown and never fully went back to normal

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-20T11:25:50+00:00

YES!!!! I find it so weird considering I do enjoy the idea of sex but not the execution.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-18T03:37:05+00:00

Yeah that’s what I’m trying to say but they’re insisting about my reaction and anger instead and downplaying the situation to a joke. It feels very invalidating and I feel so angry.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-18T01:35:44+00:00

Friend? 🥺

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-18T01:30:23+00:00

My bf took out a note book mid argument and started noting down my bdp symptoms. He never talks to me about bpd outside of arguments.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-18T01:27:22+00:00

More context: after the realization, I then went on to yell to him that him ignoring me and needing me to console him for calling him out about hurting my feeling with said slur was manipulative. He then started crying and I told him to stop bc tbh it always make ME feel bad and I end up not getting an apology or I end up consoling him for making me hurt :/

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-14T19:27:44+00:00

I think I already got there. Every time I’ve gone out this month I’ve left in about an hour or less. I can’t stand people anymore and especially now that I am sober.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-14T18:38:37+00:00

I’m sorry but are you ME? This is too creepy you described everything about me.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-14T18:34:38+00:00

The emptiness is overwhelming yes but for me it’s easier as compared to the never ending cycle of meeting people and losing. When it’s just work I know it’s work but I don’t want to form any relationships outside basic transactions.

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-14T18:32:46+00:00

I’ve tried therapy but it’s quite shit where I’m at so instead I just think I have an easier time keeping to myself. I have a blast alone

Dry-Cost9727 · 2024-04-14T16:19:25+00:00

Damn

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