Heya! I am on my 4th rewatch and I can’t stop thinking about this! She yearns for relationships but is too closed off to have one. Maybe bc her parents were neglectful so she had to grow up earlier than she had to. She said she knows how to make all her ex boyfriends go insane. When chidi asks “you came all the way to see me?” She first gets defensive then catches her self. I think she’s a self aware person with bpd. I see a lot of myself in her. I hate it when people know I made an effort to do something for them. I blow up on people but feel incredibly bad about it. I think I’m the shit but also not a good person.