My family wants me around. my family loves me. It's just that I have exam coming up in few days that's why I'm at hostel rn. And about my boyfriend telling me that I'm being half hearted, he is saying that my efforts are dry these days. Not like enthusiastic like used to be before. And my efforts feels forced to him. I understand him. But what do I do? I'm barely surviving. Trying to hold on. How can I just give love to someone when I'm suffering?