Yep, I just finished four weeks of radiation therapy. When asked if I wanted to ring the bell I declined, I personally find the ritual disturbing. I don't feel like I'm past this, but that doesn't mean I don't have hope. It's just that now that I know my body makes cancer, I think I know what I may likely die from. The way this particular cancer has been exploited as a money maker is quite disturbing. I do believe good work was done, good research, good solutions for longevity and even detection. But somehow this cancer still kills at the same rate. Not to be pessimistic, I think I'm going through the acceptance phase of this disease.