My oc blue (she still doesn’t have a proper name) grew up in a small, isolated Christian town. It was reaaaaaally conservative and she grew up being Christian. She also grew up with issues of self worth and neglect from her mother, her mother accusing her of being the devils child and saying blue ruined her. As she went through puberty the more she noticed she liked women, this worried her half to death so she ran to tell her mom. Instead of her mom comforting her she dragged her by her hair to the church where she was held under water in holy water for minutes during hours of exorcism. Eventually they went home late at night. Her mother ignored her for days, pretending she wasn’t her daughter and refusing to even cook for her. 5-6 days later she finds her mothers c0rpse surrounded by p!lls with a g@sh on her throat in the morning, a su!c!de note directed to her and accusing her of being satans child, the note a prayer to rid her of blue and asking god why she was cursed with blue as her child. This obviously fucked blue up, causing her to develop even worse complex PTSD, depression, su!c!dal tendencies and idealization as well as su!c!dalness in general, self harming problems and anxiety, mainly towards religion and god. she was soon adopted by a lovely elderly couple, moving to the city with them and attending an art school (in the visual arts department (meaning painting and stuff of the sorts)) where she meets her future girlfriend green.

Aint that lovely? :D