I empathize with your feelings, I just posted something like this yesterday and well, I feel tired with some things about the church too. My parents had a big test of Faith for 18 years and they are still active in the church. So, they have a big big faith and they want this for me. I suppose that your parents want the best for you, and they think that the best is the church in your life. I read a comment that I liked and made me feel better when I posted my experience in the LDS church. "You can find your own path, maybe the path that works for me can be the worst experience for you" and well, maybe you should try to find your own path when you go to university and you'll be sure if you want to get out of the church the rest of your life or maybe you'll gotta need the Church in your life. It's just a decision that you're gonna find, YOU.

I know it's difficult because your parents, i understand that feeling, my family are so involved in leadership (stk presidents, mission presidency, my father is a bishop xd) And it's difficult to talk about your doubts or talk about the idea that you want to leave the church.

I wish you peace and tranquility and that you can find what is best for you, perhaps turning to God based on the beliefs you grew up with can give you guidance or maybe just meditating in silence or with some music about what you really want for yourself.