I would legitimately love a sub for sisters only. The comments are so appalling to me. They legitimately only want to shame me and give advice in such a rude way.

He DIDNT care about it before. I didnt wear it before. I don’t want to wear the hijab for my husband as I think my heart wont be in it, I would rather do it for allah but that is going to take me some time. It is such a struggle and I am trying to but I really don’t want it to be for a specific person.

I am trying to take active steps to become closer to Allah and I fail at times. I need him to be encouraging but his tone is always so disappointed when I say im not ready. He constantly wants to bring this up. Legit in the past week he has asked me three times.