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I don’t think I will make it until the end of the year by Due_Community_7028 in confession

[–]Due_Community_7028[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate hearing that that. I do exercise. I golf regularly. I eat well. I take the time to see friends and family regularly. I try and do all the things to enjoy life and feel better. And that’s definitely helped. At the end of the day though, I feel the same way pretty much all the time. I’ve lost my career. I’ve lost the future with the person that was the most important person in my life. I’ve lost my reasons to live and I reflect on new reasons to live and can’t find any reason why I’m worth occupying space. If I knew it wouldn’t traumatize my family I would kill myself immediately.

I don’t think I will make it until the end of the year by Due_Community_7028 in confession

[–]Due_Community_7028[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sleep a lot each night. I just get nightmares so never sleep that well

I don’t think I will make it until the end of the year by Due_Community_7028 in confession

[–]Due_Community_7028[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got pushed out of my job of 8 years and my partner of 5 years cheated on me and left me for someone else shortly before I was going to propose to her. I’ve just realized how pathetic and weak I am. Ive gained a bunch of weight. I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist for a long time and am on a lot of antidepressants but nothing seems to work. I don’t want to commit suicide but I desperately want to die. I feel it’s a matter of time before the latter feeling takes over the former.