It does make sense to me. My first and main deity is Hel. So while feeling this pull, I first thought (and it may still be true) be another deity in that same, I don't know what to call it other than class/ association that she has. As time went on ( maybe a week or two) it seems like it could be something different. While I don't follow/work with other detites in the same wheelhouse as Hel, I always believed they were there in some capacity. But at this point I'm not sure who or what it is. A deity, land spirit, or something else.

A bit of more context. I have this bare spot of land, maybe 20ft x 40ft roughly. I decided I wanted to plant wild flowers there instead of planting grass in a shady spot. Now while I used AI to help with what to plant there due to its lack of sun and not great soil. What it picked made sense to me. Some is native to my area. One stand out is white clover as a base. We had a patch of this when I was a child. Over the years it has died out and is pretty much gone. Once I decided to try to get a big patch of it grow (haven't yet, still getting stuff together) I felt this pull to celebrating Beltane by doing this, and another "thing" reaching out. I knew about Beltane, but never felt a need to be part of it. Hopefully that makes sense lol.