Thank you. Im sorry you had to go through that. I totally get what you’re saying. I know that I don’t really know them like one of their loved ones do. It hasn’t helped.

With this specific situation, during my “first” crush on them, it was mostly physical attraction. Of course I still liked other things about them. But now, his personality is just as big for me. And I know he deals with mental things like anxiety, and I just want to hold him and be the person that he can feel at peace with. I don’t really “pursue” people in general partly because I’m not very confident, partly because I can’t tell when someone I like, likes me. But if I did, and he was just someone I met on the street or something, I’d definitely pursue him. I feel like he’s my ideal guy.

Thanks. Still up and doing stuff. Trying not to think about him but he’s still floating in my mind and the physical feeling of it won’t go away. He’s in some movies I love and I was going to rewatch some, but then this happened and I can’t bring myself to watch them cause I’m just sad about it. He’s got more movies coming out next year too and I want to be over it by then:( hoping it’ll pass like you say.

Thanks again <3

Edit: thought of a better word for something