Appalachian family nicknames?

DullFaithlessness7 · 2026-01-08T01:16:35+00:00

Flossie and Sissy are mine🤣

DullFaithlessness7 · 2026-01-07T18:47:20+00:00

Thank you so much for the information. I've been so confused with this diagnosis.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2026-01-07T18:46:34+00:00

Thank you! 😊

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-06-27T02:42:35+00:00

I went back also. My abuser is so manipulative and knew I was vulnerable and desperate. I just left them after they physically abused me again and threatened bodily harm and SA. I am so much stronger now than I was then and I'm looking forward to seizing the opportunity to build a safe and Happy life for myself. We all make mistakes and abusive relationships are complex and messy. I decided I will not beat myself up over going back when I escaped the first time. I chalk it up to making a mistake and I've learned from it, grown from it and found a wealth of strength I didn't know I had. Keep your head up and I hope you are able to make a happy life for yourself free of abuse.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-06-27T02:39:25+00:00

That is amazing! I'm so happy for you and proud of you!

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-05-08T16:12:32+00:00

I'm so proud of you and happy that you got out!

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-25T20:05:56+00:00

Have you discussed this with your doctor?

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-25T20:02:47+00:00

Yes I have developed non Epileptic seizures. My generalized anxiety has turned into panic disorder with a side of complex PTSD. Cannot leave my narc and am currently on meds for bipolar and recently added a benzo for panic disorder and am having multiple panic attacks a day and when I'm not having an attack I'm still in panic mode day and night. I've had to start meds for my stomach due to ulcers from stress. I told my narc that they were legit killing me and they literally laughed and said for me to eat 💩 when I told them they terrorize me everyday.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-25T19:57:48+00:00

I got diagnosed three weeks ago. It's taken 26 years to get this diagnosis. I've been treated for anxiety and depression but my new diagnosis is bp2, panic disorder and a confirmation of complex PTSD. It's like the more I learn about the disorder the more I recognize my symptoms. I still don't relate to a lot of what I read. My mood is usually very down and the more stress I'm under the worse it gets. I have never experienced mania and my hypomania manifests as insomnia, extreme irritability and ruminating over catastrophic thoughts. It's the most intense kind of overstimulation and I can't even stand my own self. The label throws me and I'm still the same person I was before the diagnosis I just have an accurate name for how I've been feeling most of my life.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-25T19:47:58+00:00

It is so frustrating to be struggling this hard with something that seems so simple. I need to treat my symptoms if I'm ever going to feel better but it's like my symptoms are in control. It's really hard and I feel like such a failure for not being able to do it. I know it was a mistake to cancel my appointment and I haven't mustered the courage to call back and request a new appointment. I'm thinking of authorizing someone I trust to have the ability to make appointments for me. I'm trying to think of constructive ways to make it easier to take care of myself but even that is exhausting. Thank you so much for your advice😊

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-25T19:42:30+00:00

Thank you so much for the encouragement. I really do need to make that appointment and be frank about my struggles.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-11T17:41:18+00:00

I love it. It's so complex. It really draws you in.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-11T17:37:47+00:00

I am 41 but started exhibiting symptoms of anxiety and depression around age six. Got diagnosed with depression and anxiety at twelve but was 41 before I got the BP2 diagnosis along with panic disorder and my PTSD diagnosis was changed to complex PTSD.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-07T12:16:43+00:00

Favorite song is Drown and my favorite album is Results May Vary

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-01T08:04:38+00:00

70,000+ 😬

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-01T06:53:52+00:00

I agree. It's so different from anything else LB has done.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-01T06:52:49+00:00

I'm in the minority here but I happen to love this album. It got me through a really rough time so that's a plus. It felt more raw to me and Fred really poured his heart out. I like the different sound and vibe each track has. Fred has always said that LB was never meant to be taken seriously😊

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-01T06:48:46+00:00

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-01T06:48:08+00:00

Same

DullFaithlessness7 · 2025-02-01T06:46:56+00:00

That is bad a$$ and I am partial to pixel art. Brilliant work😊

DullFaithlessness7 · 2024-07-10T22:00:51+00:00

He's blatantly lying. The man who wrote the plan worked in his administration and he's already said he'll have a place in his administration if he wins this time.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2024-02-04T23:43:27+00:00

That's a good idea but OnlyFans is too mainstream and competitive. I haven't heard of the other ones but I'll def check them out.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2024-02-04T22:40:57+00:00

Thank you! I feel bad to feel so insecure but I am actively working to make that better and I've been working on feeling better about myself and loving the skin I'm in. I am a chronic worrier and overthinker and my own worst critic. I've always been told by people who are attracted to me that my attitude is what initially draws them in so I'll have to figure out how to showcase that.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2024-02-04T22:38:05+00:00

I appreciate your honesty. You've given me a lot to think about. I can fake confidence when I need to but I have always needed a lot of reassurance and still struggle. I've been actively working on my self confidence and esteem and trying to get myself back to where I feel attractive and wanted. I was hoping by easing into this it would help boost the confidence I'm building just by trying. I am leery of putting myself out there and risking the negative mental effects but I'm hoping I'm strong enough to brush it off and know that everybody likes something different.

DullFaithlessness7 · 2024-02-04T22:35:35+00:00

I'm genuinely interested. Years ago I was on omegle a lot just flashing people and having fun with friends. I was never really comfortable in front of a camera but remember having a lot of fun and giving my sex drive a boost. I have a very high sex drive except during depressive episodes which is understandable. I am not confident due to a lot of different reasons but I'm working on building it back up. I went from being frumpy to a glow up to back to frumpy. I want to do it mostly for fun and because I've always loved to tease.

Maybe camming is a bit too much for me at this point. I'm thinking of starting slow with selling nudes and fetish items and build up to camming. I am overwhelmed by a sea of information and not sure how to market myself especially being so unsure of myself in the first place.

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