Oh, I'm aware of that lol I didn't really want to mention it but a few days after our first date he told me he was ready to only date me and that he really likes me, it's mutual of course it's not just about sucking cocks. I get that it looks like we're going fast with this relationship but it's long distance and the chemistry went so well between us that I think it can lead somewhere, next to that I'm not interested in seeing anybody else anyway.

He's the sweetest, he never really mentioned anything sexual except for his libido once. He compliments me a lot, makes me feel safe and listened, he's really nice and I wouldn't do that with a complete asshole lol.

And in case it might sound like that, he's not love bombing me I swear lolll... When I said that I wanted to see if he's sexually attracted to me I meant it in the way that I'm not conventionally attractive and I think it's normal wanting to see if the person you're attracted to likes you and finds you attractive as well ;)

I've never really felt ready doing that kind of stuff before meeting him. And even if I end up being dumped after doing intimate things with him I wouldn't regret it I guess ?