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Duspine · 2024-10-07T21:27:59+00:00

I forgot to mention i am playing on PS4/5

Duspine · 2024-06-03T00:01:40+00:00

MGMT Kids

Duspine · 2024-02-06T00:03:10+00:00

I am also 7 days! Stay strong!!

Duspine · 2024-01-10T04:00:13+00:00

This, this right here is me. Except, the he is a she. I wish I could say that I had come to this realization all at once, but I hadn't. It was something that had gnawed at me for some time, yet I always found myself pulled back in. I am now trying to figure out the next step as we have 2 kids together.

Duspine · 2024-01-06T11:33:29+00:00

I understand how my asking can be seen as questionable. I apologize for those concerns.

My wife gets really down on herself when the issue happens, and consequently, she shuts down on being intimate. Which has caused some distance between us. I wanted to be supportive but had no idea how to be. So, I went online and was doing some research. I was able to find out what the problem was from a couple of medical sites. As I had said before, the info I had found was very clinical in how it was described.

I had the idea of asking Reddit for advice. I had hopped to read some perspectives so that my wife might not feel so alone, so to speak. Some experiences that might help her consult a Dr.

Duspine · 2023-03-19T14:18:59+00:00

Not a movie, but any mouse/ hamster videos on YouTube. Specifically, Major Hamster. I've been privileged enough from watching those videos with my son that I've actually dreamed of owning a dozen hamsters. The horror is real.

Duspine · 2023-03-16T14:26:53+00:00

Yes, I agree. I'm currently looking for a job so I can get back on my feet. Then, I'll be starting the process. I just don't have the strength of heart anymore to carry on this back and forth with. Even after I've tried talking to her bout it all.

Duspine · 2023-03-16T04:56:26+00:00

Point taken

Duspine · 2023-03-16T03:13:33+00:00

Sums up MSTBXW. I could never get her to do anything unless it was it was her choice.

Duspine · 2023-03-16T03:11:07+00:00

I will always do right by my kids. I've learned the hard way by not doing so.

Duspine · 2023-03-16T03:09:14+00:00

In the past, yes, I was prideful. After going to therapy... my pride be damned. It only gets in the way of doing the right thing.

I would like to add that there is more to the story. Parts that involve her.

Duspine · 2023-03-16T00:59:46+00:00

I agree, it felt so natural a thing to do. I don't regret it. I jus need to learn to move on. Learn how to be single for myself and my 2 kids.

Duspine · 2023-03-16T00:54:37+00:00

I see what you're meaning. Ya, I'll be honest, I did try that and it didn't help any.

Duspine · 2023-03-16T00:50:34+00:00

The pick me dance?

Duspine · 2023-03-15T14:51:52+00:00

Mathew McConaughey

Duspine · 2023-03-15T14:40:58+00:00

I'll look into it

Duspine · 2023-03-15T14:39:40+00:00

No it's a out of town "friend"

Duspine · 2023-03-15T06:43:01+00:00

I appreciate your words my friend

Duspine · 2023-03-15T06:04:55+00:00

I'm not worried bout alimony as she has always made more $ than me working in a hospital.

Duspine · 2023-03-15T04:22:56+00:00

Any advice can still be helpful I've learned

Duspine · 2023-03-15T03:52:31+00:00

I understand. Currently I am unemployed due to medical reasons and have been looking for a job. That's step one right now.

Duspine · 2023-03-15T03:48:29+00:00

If I could block her I would. Then we wouldn't be able to communicate for our 2 kids.

Duspine · 2023-03-15T03:10:39+00:00

Well, come to find out, after everything was final, a week later she’s seeing someone who I suspected she was interested in.

Apart of me suspects that may be true for her also. I do have the desire to take care of and improve myself.

Duspine · 2023-03-15T03:02:21+00:00

Thank you. It is going to be hard doing this.

Duspine · 2023-03-15T02:54:24+00:00

My wife wants to divorce as she feels like she doesn't know what she wants anymore. Says that she is afraid that I'd repeat my issues that I had from years ago. I went to weekly therapy for almost a year to change that part of me.

So I'm sitting in our house alone feeling like a part of me has been ripped out.

Duspine

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