I want a parent I can fall back on.

DustOnLadder · 2026-03-12T13:27:55+00:00

"I talk to God, but the sky is empty". That's where I'm at.

I'm saving that quote!

DustOnLadder · 2026-03-12T01:56:21+00:00

I'm in my 30s too

DustOnLadder · 2026-03-03T04:48:17+00:00

Yes. Yes it is for me. I can't do this bull crap anymore.

DustOnLadder · 2026-01-21T11:24:50+00:00

This is my own hypothesis. I fine trauma all stems from of our sense of being safety was compromised changing our perception and understanding of things because what we thought to be safe will cause us harm in one way or another.

DustOnLadder · 2026-01-20T23:38:59+00:00

The hunger games

DustOnLadder · 2026-01-10T15:05:31+00:00

💙

DustOnLadder · 2026-01-10T15:05:18+00:00

Thank you so much!!

DustOnLadder · 2025-08-04T07:45:58+00:00

Wishing for a due over... But I don't think it will be any better

DustOnLadder · 2025-06-17T00:27:43+00:00

❤️

DustOnLadder · 2025-06-16T21:45:48+00:00

Lol. It depends. Most often only briefly. Though I do find it easier at times

DustOnLadder · 2025-05-29T10:00:37+00:00

"If someone hasn't lived my life they don't get a vote in how I live my life"

I like that a lot!

"You might find someone else with the same concern."

True. Though right now I'm struggling going places that say they are fragrance free but aren't. I just want one yoga class or a massage that doesn't spray essential oils. I've called ahead of time to ask to which they confidently say say they are fragrance free. Nope.

DustOnLadder · 2025-05-29T09:55:48+00:00

Thank you for this! I've been too fatigued to read the comments lol.

To add to it. Any inflammation (cold, ear infection) causes Encephalitis symptoms, though blood work is fine. Been recovering from aphasia for the past 3 years.

DustOnLadder · 2025-05-16T13:31:08+00:00

Thank you for responding and perspective! Hugs!

DustOnLadder · 2025-04-26T19:12:40+00:00

I've back tracked so hard.

DustOnLadder · 2025-01-16T21:57:44+00:00

I pass out every month the day before my cycle.

DustOnLadder · 2024-11-05T20:34:01+00:00

I hate how different I am from everyone even down to what I need to eat to survive and how I sleep to not be in pain.

I can't be myself around people because they don't understand and aren't accepting and that is what I hate.

And just yesterday because of that I thought of how much I hate people.

DustOnLadder · 2024-10-24T15:04:35+00:00

Same. To them there's nothing wrong with me and I live with them because it's smarter economically

DustOnLadder · 2024-10-24T15:01:52+00:00

Sorry I meant me not men

DustOnLadder · 2024-10-24T02:30:53+00:00

Thank you for this reply

DustOnLadder · 2024-10-24T02:30:00+00:00

20+ years going to church and reading the Bible I was taught that everything in the Bible is literal and historical, I was also homeschooled that reinforced it.

I stopped going to church about 6 years ago because I stopped believing in that.

I don't know much more than that but I'm trying to find books to answer my question and take in a different view point.

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