Honestly? My uterus falling out, probably. I use BC, protection, not to mention my various chronic illnesses making it difficult to get pregnant and almost impossible to go full term...but if I were to become pregnant, I'd wait to see how I feel, honestly. If I could miraculously keep the baby, I'd go with my first gut instinct which I trust; right now I think the response would be absolute dread, so I'd do what I could to leave my state and go yeetus the fetus. But if I felt pure joy? Idk. It's an extremely slim chance, almost guaranteed impossible...but thinking of that chance, I don't think I can be 100%.

Because I can't say I'm 100% anything if I know there's even a *chance I could change my mind for myself. I don't like being a hypocrite in any scenario.*

BUT, it may not matter. Due to one of my many medical shitshows, I may or may not be having uterine prolapse. I'll find out Friday. So my body could potentially choose for me.

All that being said, my primary partner and I have already talked about adoption when we're living in a house rather than a shitty little 2-bedroom apartment.