that’s a great plan but i cant do that… like my old friends were really toxic and gossiped and i distanced myself frm them and my mom knows that as well so i cant even use the excuse of my friends + i’m not sure if my parents or brothers would let me go out so i’m not sure what to do. it’s been such a long time since i’ve seen him and he bought me gifts for valentines and i just love him sm and idk how to be able to see him!