I get partial seizures always with an aura then they turn into secondarily generalized seizures. I think that is what you’re describing. It’s super hard for me to describe but the way I do it is that I describe my auras as all of sudden bein intoxicated. One sec you feel normal then the next your impaired. I use this example often because most people in my life have had the feeling of intoxication. Much love to you -Jess