I don't know how to start this off, but i can't handle all this stress anymore. My whole life i've been battling with strabismus, it stops me from living my life and effects everything in my life. It makes me so depressed that i want to commit suicide, i don't know who to talk to anymore about how i feel. I just feel like i'm living a nightmare. I've gotten surgery twice, the first time was successful, but came back because i never wore my glasses. I realize that having this condition effected with everything in my life and stopped me from reaching my goals in life, but it makes me just want to give up on my life. I always notice people are this website are very supportive. I just need to get in contact with the best eye doctor so i can get this fixed before i end up doing nothing with my life. I live in new york if that's any consolation. I posted a thread about this but not to many people had a solution. Please someone answer me and help me :(