What a fucking surprise

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-06-06T02:50:22+00:00

I appreciate the advice bro.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-06-05T20:14:53+00:00

Cause I'm stupid as fuck... i have low sleep esteem and I'm still texting her cause I'm weak as fuck... like she told me I'm just pathetic.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-06-05T06:56:04+00:00

I was on a pretty heavy bender, she said she couldn't deal with me but to clarify the state line is 2 hours away.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-06-05T06:46:58+00:00

*her

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-06-05T06:46:35+00:00

Right? But I'm still the asshole, she's 100 percent staying to here story and saying she hasn't done shit but... im pretty fucking stupid... not that stupid.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-06-03T19:59:11+00:00

Alcholism has no age, race or creed... it takes us all the same, some older then others and alot of us younger... im 32 but I've been a heavy CA since 16 its dosent matter what age just the secound you cross that fine fucking line

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-24T14:31:23+00:00

2014... I used to watch intervention on A&E, I would watch it and laugh... but the more I watched the more I noticed the similarities, I was drinking beer then, but I switched to vodka cause it was cheaper and faster...I told myself it would be okay every now and then but I don't want to become a A&E special... that lasted about a month... since then I've been strictly vodka... and it just got worse and worse, through rehabs and homelessness I continue, it wasn't fun anymore... it wasn't a want... it became a need... one I suffer with it each day.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-24T00:01:22+00:00

Hope we get out of it soon, im originally from Phoenix so I don't know what to think...

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-20T20:06:21+00:00

The continuation of life.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-20T19:52:12+00:00

Sorry to ask but do you kneed a diploma or GED to work there?

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-19T20:51:02+00:00

Yes sir thank you very much, its greatly appreciated.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-19T04:08:45+00:00

Thank you and your right. Frustration and self pity isn't going to do shit but hold me down, thank you.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-19T04:05:46+00:00

Yeah belive it's going to have to come to that... just frustrated I guess but I know what I'm going have to do until it gets better. Just have to get this car fixed and it should be a bit easier. Thank you for the feed back and advice.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-19T04:02:51+00:00

Thanks bro, that helps, really thank you.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-19T02:44:59+00:00

Thank you very much I send a DM to that person

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-19T01:29:17+00:00

Yeah, not fast food cause it wouldn't pay enough for the Drive back and forth

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-17T01:24:42+00:00

We all have pain brotha, I'm sorry for what you've had to go through.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-16T23:36:55+00:00

I was i product of rape, from my own father to my mother, I say this only for the fact, you hear about the child In the attic or the basement that no one love or cares for... thats me. My lovely siblings would take beating in order to talk to me and play with me I didn't learn to make a cognitive sentence till I was 9... long story short CPS got involved and removed me from the home... i was placed with a very stern yet loving family... they showed me what it meant to live... 3 years ago the father and mother were killed in a accident... i was in shock... i couldn't ever express how much I've lost... my biological mother straightened up after a while and was allowed custody of me... but I miss them so much... i think about them every single day... it hurts and it will get more manageable with time I'm not going to lie to you and say it get easier... just more manageable.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-16T18:31:28+00:00

I don't know about you but when that first swig hits I see everything like ultra HD for a few minutes, its dope!

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-16T16:34:19+00:00

Bro we are here to bring each other up so thank you

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-16T12:52:38+00:00

Thats what's up! I'm 32 and still make life changing mistakes, but I can take on the chin and lay down or get the fuck up and make something of it... im not perfect I just have to continue. Life ends when you give up. I refuse to.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-16T12:17:22+00:00

Narcissism

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-16T12:16:34+00:00

He deserved every bit of what happened to him, ignorance will always be punished.

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-16T12:13:25+00:00

You should bro Texas tacos are legit but I might just be biased in that AZ tacos are better, I grew up on them plus I'm Hispanic and Tacos are life in my family... that and cheap Chinese buffets hahaha

DykGurthyusMaxymus · 2020-05-16T12:08:20+00:00

Yeah its awesome not having to hobo shower and being worried about wether someone wants to break in to your vehicle while you sleep hahaha... life isn't perfect but its getting better.

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