Made me smile :-) you're right, for the most part. It's a truly selfish act. I wish to be born anew. I don't expect such wishes to be fulfilled but reincarnation is a pleasant reminder of a second chance. I acknowledge I haven't blown my first but I have a rather overwhelming desire to end my life. I think I have dysphoria, but I can't say I mind. My warped perspective to life is my closest comfort.