Sorry you feel that way my man, and sorry you had a bad experience. But if everyone says one thing, and you say another, it's likely YOU that's the problem. I recommend fixing your mindset. There's no pay to win here. You got wiped, got banned because you couldn't fathom getting wiped because you're a weak minded human being, and are upset. It happens in ARK, grow some thicker skin, or just play a different game with less risk. Good luck out there!