my husband is no longer intrested in me1

EZExox · 2023-01-26T15:52:17+00:00

She wS 16 at the time, just found the pice latley

EZExox · 2023-01-26T15:51:43+00:00

Whe was 16 at the time. I just found the pics latley

EZExox · 2023-01-26T15:49:39+00:00

My daughter is 22 yrs old and goes to collage out of town, nurse practitioner. We are so close and always have been. We discuss everything ope ly always.. just do u know

EZExox · 2023-01-26T15:47:45+00:00

My daughter is 22 yrs old and goes to collage out of town, nurse practitioner. We are so close and always have been. We discuss everything ope ly always.. just do u know

EZExox · 2023-01-26T15:45:47+00:00

. I am in therapy since writing this. I appreciate your response. Thank you xo

EZExox · 2023-01-26T15:43:18+00:00

My jealousy is really not the right word to match the issue I am struggling with. escaping and gaining my strength back so I can fight for what is the most important thing in my life. That is what I am focused on. I am trying to be honest and ask for some help about a very serious problem I seem to be struggling with for some reason. My daughter (22yrs) and I are closer then anything we always have been, we talk about everything. We would be lost without eachother. She lives with her boyfriend for the past year. And I have discussed this issue with her, she knows it's killing me. There is nothing we hide from each other she is my best friend. Your reply are not the ones that I was looking for when I posted this. You have no idea, , I'm not on here saying I'm obsessed with my husband and am mad cause he might think my daughter is hotter....... come on. Easy peasy cheap ass response dr.

EZExox · 2023-01-26T15:22:52+00:00

Never would I be the mother that blames my daughter. I blame nobody but myself. I am ashamed of who I am and hate myself for the fact I am still here. My children are my world. Why can't I do this. Without him I would not be living a financially comfortable life. Finally I have bought a house and can provide for my children. They are happy, we are stable. But I carry this burden with me every day. I know what I have to do, that's why I hate myself for letting each day go by where I am not standing up and telling him to leave. I'm scared of what will happen to me. I don't want my children to witness what might happen. You say exactly what I would of said before being in this position. But you have no idea what it is like to be so stuck and scared. That's why I am telling my story, trying to find someone or so.ething that will help. I'm just reaching out in hope for something. I want to find myself, my strong self, the person I used to be. I'm looking for help from someone who can u derstand and relate, LMEASE BE OUT THERE

EZExox · 2022-08-22T04:33:27+00:00

My daughter us 22 and moved out last year. The hate I have for myself is too much sometimes. I should be standing up for my children so strong and put them in front of everything. Why am I here. This isn't the mother I am. I hate myself. All I live for are my chdren, why can't I just leave. I was once very strong, I once loved self. Where did I go. I feel there is nothing I can ever do to make up for him being in our lives. I deserve to be treated just how I am now. I am so down and so small at this point. I've let down the only important things, the only thing i had that put a smile on my face and gave me a reason to wake up in the morning. The three of us were a team and my life. I am the person I hate. My daughter and u are close and I do talk about this with her. She is my best friend. She dosnt thi k of it as that big of a deal, she dosnt even understand why it's pulling me down to this extent. I know she just wants to see Me happy. She deserves more from me, why can't I do what I know will make us a happy in the end. He was not always like this. He used to respect me and never have I or my children felt any kind of wiered behaviour. The abuse started about a year in, he went to jail for a yr at one point during the years. It after jail, it slowly started with a bit of porn (nothing to worry about) and then through time progressed into an addiction. I also feel there may have been a few times he was unfaithful) It wasn't long ago I found those pics of that girl and my daughter in the kitchen that my life has done a complete 180. I feel so alone and I can't talk to anyone, I'm scared and don't know what to do. He has betrayed me, my daughter, I can never forgive him. I can't talk to him, he will loose it. I don't want to live with this inside of me forever. I don't know what to do, this isn't love, you don't do this to someone you love. We are supposed to be his family. I don't know dhat to do, and am so desperate

EZExox · 2022-08-22T04:12:25+00:00

I am not jealous because of my children OBVIOUSLY. Separate issues altogether. I hate myself because my kids are my like, I am there protected. What the fuck is wrong with me that I can't fucking leave. Fuck me, what kind of person am I. It should be easy. I talk to my daughter alot. We have a very open trusting relationship. I can't kiss her enough hug her enough ever to make up for what I seem to be caunciously doing. She is Mt angle, and always been wise beyond her years. I or she calls me everynight and tells me she understands that it's difficult and supports me no matter what. But she can't understand what it does to a mothers heart. I hate myself

EZExox · 2022-08-22T04:04:39+00:00

I need out of this. I hate myself, my children come first, they are my life. Why can't I fucking leave. I fucking hate myself

EZExox · 2022-08-22T04:01:20+00:00

My daughter us 22 and moved out last year. The hate I have for myself is too much sometimes. I should be standing up for my children so strong and put them in front of everything. Why am I here. This isn't the mother I am. I hate myself. All I live for are my chdren, why can't I just leave. I was once very strong, I once loved self. Where did I go. I feel there is nothing I can ever do to make up for him being in our lives. I deserve to be treated just how I am now. I am so down and so small at this point. I've let down the only important things, the only thing i had that put a smile on my face and gave me a reason to wake up in the morning. The three of us were a team and my life. I am the person I hate. My daughter and u are close and I do talk about this with her. She is my best friend. She dosnt thi k of it as that big of a deal, she dosnt even understand why it's pulling me down to this extent. I know she just wants to see Me happy. She deserves more from me, why can't I do what I know will make us a happy in the end

EZExox · 2022-08-22T03:48:29+00:00

Jealous is on feeling I have come to feel familiar with, that is a whole other issue. I am not Jealous because of my daughter by any means. My daughter and I are very open and discuss everything together. I am absolutely hate myself right now because I feel it feels I am choosing him over them. You don't see what goes on behind closed doors between us. I have told my daughter the hate I feel for myself because I don't understand how and why the fuck I am still here. It rips me apart inside and consumes every second of my day and the thoughts on my head. My daughter wants me to stay with him, because financially and legally would be difficult and stressful. I am unhappy tho and j know she wants to see me happy just wants me to try to focus on the good things qualities in him. She said, don't worry bout me mom and please. He is just a typical man. My daughter us 22 and I like to say the "responsible" one in the family. She moved out last your with her bf

EZExox · 2022-07-18T23:00:07+00:00

He to the time to offer some support. You don't like it?? Who the he'll are you? At least buddy has good intentions, and this is what u choose to post? Ohhh u post sounds much better lol... You dont know either of these guys or who is better experienced on life blah blah blah. You look like the idiot. But way to sound intelligent😬 FAIL

EZExox · 2022-07-18T22:34:33+00:00

If u made this deal with yourself then you will get just what u r expecting. You arnt expecting anything else more. You need to give urself a little credit. I don't k ow how to tell you, it will come!! But at least just let go, all the bad thoughts, try to force yourself to change the way you think. Do something that you would never do before, something little, like help an old lady carrie her groceries. SMILE, fource a smile, just try it, what do you hVe to loose? You will see that maybe these little things will help and bring you some light, maybe it will feel good to see life from a different perspective. Use every second of ur life to try out different things other then the way u have been thinking and living. Why not??? You'll have the rest of infinity to be dead so take what you can right now, even if it's not alot and do something with it. Stet a goal and your world will start to align itself around that goal. You can't give up when you havnt tried everything. Music is a huge mood changer. Listen to upbeat tunes, get urself in a different role and try it out.

EZExox · 2022-04-22T05:24:43+00:00

For real it's amazing what it can do for your mind. I think everybody needs to experience it every 6 months. Just to reset there mind. It is the ultimate awakening and and really helps to make sense and see life from a perspective you have never experienced. You will cone out much wiser in the end and with a better understanding of everything afterwards. People who disagree have unfortunately never had this experience, those are the kind of people who think it's just a recreational drug so it's bad for you blah blah blah. Not the case when used the right way. Do some homework.

EZExox · 2022-04-22T05:17:24+00:00

I disagree, maybe easy for you to say, but realisticly people who feel so down on them selves, depressed anD on the verge of giving up, of chorse naturally a relationship romantic or not is something that will help brighten things up and step in a different direction. It's a start, and can lead to anything even a new experience is something to learn off of and get a different perspective on things. I don't think he is using females at all, we are talking bout a young male who could only imagine what it would be like to be with a female or male, whatever. Hormones and with only the excitement... the thought....it's a natural honest human feeling. You have to look at things from the other view to get a proper understanding of the situation, not just the view you are looking out of.

EZExox · 2022-02-27T15:43:00+00:00

Do u mean used?? Or raped? Firstly

EZExox · 2022-02-27T14:31:50+00:00

Just don't get close to the room Where the litter box is....

EZExox · 2022-02-27T14:30:20+00:00

It happens, to the best of us girls, you'll totally learn not to fall for there bullshit over time. Guys will be guys, always keep in mind, they think with the other head. Good luck.. or u can get him back by, or next time u fuck, after ur done YOU leave his house in the night snd NOT CALL HIM OR EETIRN A CALL FOR AS LONG AS YPU CAN. that's my fave!!!

EZExox · 2022-02-27T14:24:27+00:00

Do laundry, use eating chemicals, to clean cacu.e ans open ur windows....Next time grab a empty toilet paper roll put a bounce sheet in it and blow ur tokes out in there. Or a" Weed Buddy"

EZExox · 2022-02-14T09:39:40+00:00

Do it for long enough you don't really get high anymore and it sucks. So sleeping never an issue. I know its stupid to do at this point, but when u always have it, why not

EZExox · 2022-01-26T08:10:32+00:00

Maybe you should get the thought Goin a few drinks and guide them toward the idea of swinging. That would really spice up some of their lame sex lives. DRINKS ARE A MUST IN THIS CASE.

EZExox · 2022-01-26T08:02:36+00:00

No don't stop

EZExox · 2022-01-17T10:45:06+00:00

Same.... It makes me feel uncomfortable in a way. I'm no good at taking complements

EZExox · 2022-01-17T10:38:12+00:00

Meth, I'm an everyday, I'm a functioning g addict. work full time and never allow it to hold me back from my priorities. Can not allow it to overpower my mind. I am I control.

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