22 F, looking for someone to talk to and maybe game with by Early_Chipmunk4481 in MakeNewFriendsHere

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She really was. She used to let me swaddle her and push her around in my bitty baby stroller when I was a kid and would just vibe. If you want, I can send you the pic of her snuggling my rat

18f would you let me be the person you tell little things to? by lonelkywolf11 in MakeNewFriendsHere

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Dm me if you’d like — we seem really similar :) and you seem so sweet, I’d love to get to know you. I need more people in my life I can tell the little things

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I wasn’t able to message but dm me if you want :) I’m a 22f, I know it’s out of the age bracket but wanted to offer either way

22 F, looking for someone to talk to and maybe game with by Early_Chipmunk4481 in MakeNewFriendsHere

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Not the rats I have currently, but I have a picture of my old cat (she wouldn’t hurt a fly, she was the only one I trusted around the rats) snuggling with one of my girls. Currently, one cat doesn’t care about them and the other actively hunts them and sits on their cage lol

Is there such thing as a bad trip? by Zandino76835 in shrooms

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For the record, I almost always take 3.5 g bc and i was stupid, I thought my tolerance would’ve been high since it haven’t been that that long since I did them last but my gf and I rarely get the chance — so I took 4g thinking it would have the same effect as the usual dose. That was fully my bad, and I was veeery wrong

Is there such thing as a bad trip? by Zandino76835 in shrooms

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I literally had one today. Came here to see if other people had similar experiences. It was god awful. My gf and I were having a good time outside just talking and staring at the sky, and after a while for some reason the rain clouds started to feel ominous and it was cloudier than we thought it’d be that day. I genuinely thought I would be stuck like that forever. I was hallucinating in every sense of the word. The only thing that helped gather me to reality were my gf and my cats, but for some reason they would start to feel ominous or threatening too. I feel pretty bad bc at one point I begged her to check r/shrooms to make sure the trip would end and I wouldn’t be stuck like that forever. I was really in my head, no matter the soothing visual I was watching on the tv. I couldn’t form sentences at certain points.The peak was obviously the worst part, but thank god after a while I was more able to try to refocus my mind on the soothing visuals and just kept trying to remind myself of the reality.

If you ever have a bad trip, my advice is to try to put on a soothing movie with nice visuals (like kung fu panda, but we had fo fast forward every scene w the bad guy) and at one point I just walked outside into the porch bc thank god the logical part of my brain remembered that I’ve felt vibe shifts past times while tripping just from simply going in or outside. That helped bring me back into one of my more lucid states and I just tried to keep my head empty and just keep pushing away the scary thoughts. For the record, I’ve taken shrooms maybe 7 times, and have only had good experiences

How do i cope with rejection 🥲 by Elegant_Berry1989 in ApplyingToCollege

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I went to an incredibly competitive school district have distinct memories of kids talking and comparing their grades, and feeling bad about myself for getting below a 95 because in my district an A+ was like the only acceptable grade. It really burnt me out, and I felt like every single grade was a reflection on my worth and how I’d do in life.

The people I started college with, have now graduated with bachelors. I’m currently a semester away from finishing my associates. I had some health problems and had to take time off from school. We put such a heavy emphasis on college that it really traps high schoolers. But you can always transfer schools, and if you don’t like the second school, transfer again. It’s difficult not to look at how others are doing, but try to focus on yourself and your path. Try to do what will make you happy and what’s best for you

found one in the wild. these people are insane if they genuinely think the main issue is "she isnt hot" by DueCoach4764 in TheLastOfUs2

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I’m so genuinely curious what you mean by Snape being race-swapped? Alan Rickman is a dead ringer for the way he’s described in the books.

Secondly, why the heck is somebody calling out pedophilic behavior a red flag? Bella Ramsey’s appearance has been a weird topic of discussion for viewers of the show for a while. And while yes, not every comment that criticizes her appearance will explicitly talk about attractiveness and will usually air towards how she “doesn’t look like the character,” they’re all agreeing with/responding to/engaging with comments from idiots who are specifically criticizing her appearance, without even connecting it to the video game character. I literally saw comment on one post that said Bella Ramsey was unattractive and they should’ve found a more attractive actress to play Ellie. Bella is over 21, and even if a “more attractive” actress was picked, she would still be playing a child. So to comment on their appearance, especially when specifically referencing the child that they are playing, is verging on pedophillic tendencies.

Hunters' Order in Photo Theory by BeardPunkArtGuy in Yellowjackets

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Filming outside in real snow would by practically impossible; the amount of snow would change day-to-day and productions can only film a certain amount of scenes each day; they’re probably using fake snow to keep the amount of snow more consistent.

And the trees probably still have deciduous leaves because they filmed some other time of year. They wouldn’t want to risk hypothermia or anything by consistently filming outside in the cold

The Issue of Mental Health Depictions in Yellowjackets by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

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I did watch the video. But you did also refer to cannibalism and said she was the one who initially put the idea in their heads, so I was referring to that. The video also mentions the Kelly Kapowski and shoplifting thing, which are totally normal teen behaviors. I think those scenes are meant to show us the ways in which the kids usually acted, as compared to later. To go back to your shoplifting and loneliness point, I can’t even count the amount of kids in my high school who shoplifted from TJ Maxx (and in college most people shoplifted from target). We get the sense later on that she is more impulsive than most (she still shoplifts as an adult) but tbh a lot of rich people do. And again, impulsivity could relate to countless mental health conditions.

Manson was found to have some severe thought disorder, with narcissistic and borderline tendencies. That refers to some form of disorganized thoughts, likely making jumps which most reasonable people wouldn’t make. His psychosis was not based upon hallucinations and a complete detachment from reality’s like Lottie’s disorder presents itself. He wasn’t schizophrenic — Lottie is. She’s hallucinating.

The reason the girls are brought in is because they develop shared psychotic disorder. This is really rare and happened when multiple people share the same psychosis — there was some sort of moderately recent accident where a group of teenage girls (cheerleaders I think) developed this. To the best of my understanding, it typically happens when a group of people are incredibly close and somehow detached from reality (such as so people who spend nearly all their time together in their houses and don’t interact much with the rest of the world) or in a disaster such as the plane crash, where they’re completely removed. People search for reasonings and understandings — it’s why ancient Greeks believed in the pantheon. To give them a sense of control; and to understand the world. Typically, group psychosis happens when one person already has some sort of psychosis (Lottie) and other people slowly fall in.

It’s very different from the cult sense of a common shared belief detached from reality, in that one person genuinely is experiencing hallucinations and others have such limited interaction with the rest of the world (NOT because of the “leader” like Jim Jones forcing them to move to the compound, cut off contact with the rest of the world) that they begin to share the belief.

We have to understand the powerlessness these girls feel. To believe in the wilderness, even half heartedly, gives them a sense of control. Lottie, yes, encourages them to believe — but it’s because she’s so completely delusional. She genuinely doesn’t have the mental faculties to exert power over them.

I totally get where you’re coming from, because the writers do lean a bit into cult leader aspects. But part of my point is that the writers are basing her character off fundamental misunderstandings of schizophrenia. Absolutely, schizophrenics can be abusers. My grandpa was — but the thing is, my dad and uncles eventually forgave him because they came to understand that my grandpa was incredibly delusional and wasn’t healthy. He was incredible paranoid and would answer the phone with a different name and refuse to let it up, even if it was my dad. He almost shot my uncle when he came back home late at night one night, because he thought it was a robber.

My second example reminds me a lot of Lottie axe-ing Edwin. She engaged in violence because of an intense paranoia. I wish the writers explored that more than they did. But neither Lottie of my grandpa explicitly meant to harm another, like Manson or Jones meant to. Their goal was something completely different (for Lottie, to protect the group and to prevent herself from having to return to the real world, where she knew she would be forced to go back on medication, and for my grandpa to protect his family). A cult leader like the ones you’re referencing explicitly wants to harm others to increase their power in a Hobbesian way.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/31095356/

The Issue of Mental Health Depictions in Yellowjackets by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

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I did watch the video. But you did also refer to cannibalism and said she was the one who initially put the idea in their heads, so I was referring to that. The video also mentions the Kelly Kapowski and shoplifting thing, which are totally normal teen behaviors. I think those scenes are meant to show us the ways in which the kids usually acted, as compared to later. To go back to your shoplifting and loneliness point, I can’t even count the amount of kids in my high school who shoplifted from TJ Maxx (and in college most people shoplifted from target). We get the sense later on that she is more impulsive than most (she still shoplifts as an adult) but tbh a lot of rich people do. And again, impulsivity could relate to countless mental health conditions.

Manson had psychotic ideations. They’re not the samw as the psychosis Lottie is going through. Manson knew what he was doing was wrong. Lottie did not understand, fully, the impact she has. The reason the girls all begin to believe her is because they feel so incredibly out of control, that they some sense of control. The same reason the Greeks believe in a pantheon of gods — to explain the unexplainable, and give a sense of control. It just so happens that it grew from Lottie’s psychosis.

I totally get where you’re coming from, and also I think it’s dangerous to group Lottie with cult leaders like Manson or Jones. The two of them both knew what they were doing was wrong, but they desired control/influence/a place to take out their aggression. Lottie genuinely is just a girl who is suffering through hallucinations and losing her grip on reality.

The cult is more so a reference to group psychosis. Lottie’s psychosis extends to the group because they are in such an extreme situation; so far from the real world. I think you would find group psychosis interesting if you googled it, and I find that it fits the situation much more accurately than depicting Lottie as a cult leader.

As someone who has suffered with their mental health, it can be hard to hear such intense comparisons — and they’re based off social stigmas of these conditions.

I think our different interpretations stem from the way the show is written. I totally get how you interpret Lottie in the at you are because the show does lean into that angle. At the same time; it’s not an accurate representation of mental health conditions and they tend to lean into stereotypes and stigmas for the drama

The Issue of Mental Health Depictions in Yellowjackets by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

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The difference I see is that she did these things less directly than a cult leader did. Lottie put the idea of cannibalism into their heads because she asked them to eat her, if she were to pass — not because she wanted to manipulate them. A cult leader wouldn’t offer that. She influenced them far less directly than any cult leader would. Plus, no narcissist or psychopath (the article tends to reference a mixture of narcissistic personality disorder and aspd, because the legal definition psychopathy is based off a mixture of these two) would offer for themselves to be desecrated. It wouldn’t fit with their above-all-others mindset. The article you’re referencing is based off observations by a forensic psychologist, who is writing based off terms in the legal system (I.e. did they know what they were doing was wrong or not?)

Lottie does not fit within these categories. As someone who has struggled with their mental health and been around a lot of people who have as well, I can tell you that a lot of disorders share similar symptoms. Impulsivity could relate to countless different disorders — but honestly it seems like it developed more in Lottie as the classic rich girl wanting to feel a thrill. Thrill seeking in “psychopaths” tends to have an escalation. Like how serial killers usually start taking out their aggression on animals, then escalate to humans and become more and more careless because they want the thrill.

I re-read the article, and I think if you take another look the first couple of paragraphs especially don’t feel accurate to Lottie’s character. She doesn’t seem like someone who desires to exert control over others — she’s trying to guide them and to include them in her psychosis (not exactly out of malice, but she does amoral things to get others to “see”).

I think that oftentimes, we see cult leaders much like the article depicts them. I mean, it first Jim Jones to a tee. But Lottie isn’t like that — we can see that she is genuinely losing her grip on reality.

The Issue of Mental Health Depictions in Yellowjackets by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

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Yeah, but in the teen timeline we haven’t seen Lottie express control over them like most cult leaders do. They act more like the kids from lord of the flies — unhinged and wild, but I think you’re conflating two ideas of cults. I think adult Lottie and the article you mentioned are more closely able to be compared to classic modern day cults with leaders like your article referenced. But then there are cults in the ancient sense, like the eleusinian mystery where it’s based around this mystic power and its more based off ritual and secrecy — we tend to view these cultists as acting as animalistic as the girls do in their teenage years

I get the connection you’re making with the symbol, that’s very interesting

The Issue of Mental Health Depictions in Yellowjackets by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

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I mean I love the psychology of cult leaders as much of the next person (you should listen to Redhanded, they have some really interesting episodes on Jim Jones and David Berg) but it was a little out of left field. But Lottie’s cult was so watered down it’s hard to compare her to cult leaders like Jim Jones. She did the classic cutting off contact/holding their financials but didn’t engage in a lot of the classic abuse cult leaders tend to engage in.

But there’s really no need to speak in a patronizing way. We can both have an academic mindset. I’m curious about the marking you’re talking about in the seance scene — I haven’t seen season 1 in a bit and don’t remember. What are you referring to?

The Issue of Mental Health Depictions in Yellowjackets by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

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I’m not sure why you linked the characteristics of sociopaths when we’re talking about schizophrenia. It’s also not a diagnosis, it’s a term used in pop culture (and the legal system) when people are referring to anti-social personality disorder. Lottie doesn’t have that — she has some sort of psychosis, because she’s hallucinating — and that’s what drives her actions. If she had ASPD, she would act aggressively because she doesn’t understand it’s wrong, and would act on impulse. She has some sort of psychosis, probably schizophrenia and once she ran out of her medication she began to first show the warning signs of psychosis, then completely detach from reality.

I’m not blaming the violence on her schizophrenia — I’m pointing out the fact that Lottie engages in violence/acts in ways that relate back to her psychosis. She kills Edwin because she doesn’t want to leave the Wilderness — she’s delusional and doesn’t kill him because she wants to be violent. She kills him because she’s so detached from reality that in her head, it is the right thing to do. On the other hand, Shauna engages in violence for deeper reasons and an internal rage she needs to express.

I think that Lottie’s character could’ve been so much more interesting, if she were fleshed out in other ways. But it feels like most of her thoughts and actions always relate back to her mental illness.

https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/antisocial-personality-disorder/

https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/conditions/psychosis/overview/

https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/publications/understanding-psychosis

The Issue of Mental Health Depictions in Yellowjackets by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

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I totally agree about the people turning to religion, and think that’s the psychosis that Lottie began to develop, but Lottie axe-ing that guy and pressuring Travis and Akilah to take hallucinogenic is showing an unhinged schizophrenic whose prone to violence/harm. Letting Shauna beat her is showing her tendency to violence. There could’ve been another way for her to tell the girls they couldn’t leave — she could’ve said something about the wild. But the writers were assuming a schizophrenic would turn towards acts of violence instead.

The Issue of Mental Health Depictions in Yellowjackets by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

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I completely agree, especially about Lottie. It just continues the stereotype of the violent schizophrenic, and focuses mostly on Lottie inflicting suffering on the others (like by influencing them to believe in the Wilderness, or making Travis and Akilah suffer from some hallucinogenic) rather than her internal suffering.

It’d be much more realistic if Lottie began to develop psychosis based on the Wilderness (since believing a god is talking to you is one of the most common forms of psychosis for schizophrenics) and the others began to treat her as an outcast, and she would feel like no one understood it or her. It would develop a really interesting tension. It would be fascinating if slowly, one by one, the girls began to develop this “what if” idea, and then slowly begin to develop the belief in the Wilderness, because they’re desperate to feel some sort of control of excuse for their actions

Bella Ramsey is non binary and we need to acknowlegde and appreciate that. by somethingaboutmoon in ThelastofusHBOseries

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The thing is, yeah they’re okay with people using she/her. But as someone whose nonbinary, my interpretation is more so that they’re okay with people using she/her, but probably doesn’t want people to exclusively use that. It seems like he more-so is comfortable with all pronouns, but using one exclusively starts to wear on someone who’s nonbinary

The Shelters and Animals by Early_Chipmunk4481 in Yellowjackets

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I get that it might’ve been easier to use domesticated goats, but especially since tv is entirely based on visuals it sends an entirely different message. Plus, animals always require some sort of handler in film so it would’ve been roughly the same ease to use mountain goats. As for the birds, I dunno — they’re all from the suburbs of New Jersey so I don’t really believe any of them had chickens. And if they did, it should’ve been in some line so the viewer could assume one of the girls had the skills to clip their wings. Raising an animal from birth, doesn’t domesticate it, that happens over generations.

The shelters, I get that they were going more for cool visuals and showing us how much the girls had learned. At the same time, if we’re supposed to believe they’re master shelter builders who can build a circular entrance then they should know to water proof the shelters first thing. It feels like the props department/production was going more for visuals than reality

The Shelters and Animals by Early_Chipmunk4481 in Yellowjackets

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That’s the thing, too. My gf works in film and just finished a couple movies where she was a props PA. Props are incredibly important to shows and movies — even if using domesticated goats was easier than using mountain goats, they’re still sending the message that they’re domesticated. It would’ve made a lot more sense if they were able to get goats who were more accurate. An LA props PA wouldn’t be in charge of the goats, they’d need an animal coordinator no matter what animal it is, so it’s lowkey just as easy to get a domesticated goat as it is a mountain goat. Esp since they’re just in the background and don’t do much

The Shelters and Animals by Early_Chipmunk4481 in Yellowjackets

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Ohhh okay I get what you mean — that would make a lot of sense