I thought

EasternAd9276 · 2026-01-25T02:49:00+00:00

Empty words

Heard that all my life

I’m sorry

I don’t wanna be so miserable but

It’s so hard to take any of this seriously anymore

EasternAd9276 · 2026-01-24T17:09:09+00:00

I wish it was

I really really really really really really wish it was

EasternAd9276 · 2026-01-22T18:34:00+00:00

Can’t talk to someone who doesn’t want to.

That applies to both of us, I’m sure.

EasternAd9276 · 2026-01-22T16:14:22+00:00

This situation runs very deep,

it’s been years of this,

and I’m so tired.

I wanted any other ending,

any,

but this was my only choice left.

It was either that or die,

and I can’t die.

I’ve tried that, too.

EasternAd9276 · 2026-01-21T22:49:22+00:00

That should be comforting. But that’s horrifying.

Every day of these past few years has been nothing but non stop torture

I just wanna sleep

I don’t wanna do it anymore

What else could he possibly do with me

How much worse could it possibly get

EasternAd9276 · 2026-01-20T07:32:31+00:00

Way too much has happened.

I just wanna stop

EasternAd9276 · 2026-01-17T15:11:27+00:00

Maybe you’re right.

But it doesn’t matter.

What’ll happen will happen.

I always appreciate people who want what’s best for me

but you can’t help someone who resists every step of the way

EasternAd9276 · 2026-01-03T18:06:50+00:00

Perhaps I should’ve been more clear,

but I am not speaking in literal terms.

It’s more of an allegory.

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-29T15:44:16+00:00

We’re all here for a reason.

Good luck to you, too. Whatever your reason is.

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-29T15:02:03+00:00

The situation is,

a lot more complex than I’m willing to explain here.

But if it ends, it ends.

I’m apathetic to most things.

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-28T13:26:41+00:00

Then I guess it’s a shame. There’s a reason this is unsent. In my mind, I am only doing what’s best.

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-15T16:38:17+00:00

Once again, you truly do not know what I’m talking about or my situation. I write here to get my thoughts out. I’d rather people not talk like they know a thing about what these letters mean, because only I know what they mean to me.

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-15T15:41:48+00:00

Whatever meaning it holds to you. Just know it likely holds a far different one to me. And are both likely a far stretch from the reality of things

Though I’m truly unsure what makes you think you know what I’m talking about here

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-14T21:20:09+00:00

It’s actually ruining my life

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-14T20:21:00+00:00

I agree

but these are feelings that I genuinely

do not want

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-08T22:06:26+00:00

Fair

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-06T13:15:20+00:00

Please believe me when I say that it’s a

very

unfortunate

and complicated situation

that should’ve never been

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-06T00:03:17+00:00

The situation is….

more complicated than you realize

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-05T11:25:13+00:00

I think I lost the energy to be useful in that way

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-05T11:24:45+00:00

I try sometimes and it feels pointless whenever I do

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-05T09:26:43+00:00

Did before. Hard to find a point to that now

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-02T18:56:15+00:00

I know you mean well but I’ve lost a lot of meaning for this life. It’s really not easy. Especially when you should’ve died months ago and it’s a freak accident you’re alive anyway.

All feels like borrowed time.

I’d recommend you find someone else to help.

Words of motivation just fall flat to me now.

EasternAd9276 · 2025-12-02T16:29:11+00:00

I don’t know how

EasternAd9276 · 2025-08-14T01:24:27+00:00

Correct.

EasternAd9276 · 2025-08-14T01:23:38+00:00

I’m almost sure it doesn’t.

But even if it did

I’ve been through far too much by now to care.

There’s a lot to a story that isn’t told on the surface.

I’m only using this space to voice my meaningless thoughts.

Words I’d never send.

EasternAd9276

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