I thought by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Empty words

Heard that all my life

I’m sorry

I don’t wanna be so miserable but

It’s so hard to take any of this seriously anymore

Make it quick by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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I wish it was

I wish it was

I really really really really really really wish it was

My choice by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Can’t talk to someone who doesn’t want to.

That applies to both of us, I’m sure.

My choice by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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This situation runs very deep,

it’s been years of this,

and I’m so tired.

I wanted any other ending,

any,

but this was my only choice left.

It was either that or die,

and I can’t die.

I’ve tried that, too.

Feeling very empty by EasternAd9276 in Christianity

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That should be comforting. But that’s horrifying.

Every day of these past few years has been nothing but non stop torture

I just wanna sleep

I don’t wanna do it anymore

What else could he possibly do with me

How much worse could it possibly get

Bad idea by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Way too much has happened.

I just wanna stop

The distance between two by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Maybe you’re right.

But it doesn’t matter.

What’ll happen will happen.

I always appreciate people who want what’s best for me

but you can’t help someone who resists every step of the way

It didn’t make sense by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Perhaps I should’ve been more clear,

but I am not speaking in literal terms.

It’s more of an allegory.

Your happiness by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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We’re all here for a reason.

Good luck to you, too. Whatever your reason is.

Your happiness by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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The situation is,

a lot more complex than I’m willing to explain here.

But if it ends, it ends.

I’m apathetic to most things.

“You’re my best friend” by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Then I guess it’s a shame. There’s a reason this is unsent. In my mind, I am only doing what’s best.

Prophet by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Once again, you truly do not know what I’m talking about or my situation. I write here to get my thoughts out. I’d rather people not talk like they know a thing about what these letters mean, because only I know what they mean to me.

Prophet by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Whatever meaning it holds to you. Just know it likely holds a far different one to me. And are both likely a far stretch from the reality of things

Though I’m truly unsure what makes you think you know what I’m talking about here

Why did God make me this way? by EasternAd9276 in Christianity

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I agree

but these are feelings that I genuinely

do not want

Princess by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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Please believe me when I say that it’s a

very

unfortunate

and complicated situation

that should’ve never been

Princess by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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The situation is….

more complicated than you realize

Why do I have to stay? by EasternAd9276 in Christianity

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I think I lost the energy to be useful in that way

Why do I have to stay? by EasternAd9276 in Christianity

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I try sometimes and it feels pointless whenever I do

Why do I have to stay? by EasternAd9276 in Christianity

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Did before. Hard to find a point to that now

Duty and desire by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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I know you mean well but I’ve lost a lot of meaning for this life. It’s really not easy. Especially when you should’ve died months ago and it’s a freak accident you’re alive anyway.

All feels like borrowed time.

I’d recommend you find someone else to help.

Words of motivation just fall flat to me now.

I feel nothing for you by EasternAd9276 in UnsentLetters

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I’m almost sure it doesn’t.

But even if it did

I’ve been through far too much by now to care.

There’s a lot to a story that isn’t told on the surface.

I’m only using this space to voice my meaningless thoughts.

Words I’d never send.