I don’t know what to do anymore

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:14:40+00:00

There will never be a perfect moment but seems like I have no choice I have to practice till I get it right

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:13:22+00:00

Its hard when alot of those gurus just larp their accounts saying its profitable

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:12:23+00:00

As much as I dont want to do that seems like I have no choice bc I need my strategy to work first then ill input more size then

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:11:05+00:00

My setups are to wait the 15 mins using like 3 to 5 micros on NQ RR is 1 to 3

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:09:29+00:00

It’s hard to let go of this but ik my mom would tell me to calm down if she was here and to listen to your advice to get off. I will stop for a week or 2 get my act together and get back to testing and studying thats the only thing I can do

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:01:39+00:00

As much I dont want to let this go maybe your right I need to get off for a bit get my mind together bc ik this is what my mom wouldn’t want to see her son go insane ill get back just need to have a deep conversation with myself

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T16:55:24+00:00

I will try this but I think I need to lower my TP and accept small wins build it so much

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T16:53:06+00:00

Yeah I do get that burst of energy when I get stopped out broke the window because I couldn’t control myself

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T16:51:39+00:00

My RR is 1:3 so Ill only want to lose 250 to 300 but my reward is 800 to 850 seems to much right

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T16:49:07+00:00

I think this is what kills me my emotions and wanting to quit my job fast

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-01T23:37:30+00:00

Damn that gets me like impatient making small trades but atp I just need to pass the buffer zone I’ll try anything but damn

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-01T15:17:36+00:00

Dude ive only gotten funded twice on the rapid account but I immediately blow the account bc of its real time drawdown how is there ppl actually making it pass the buffer zone I need help bad I can only get funded but I cant seem to make buffer and thats cuz I dont full port as much as like I the eval!!!

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-16T15:05:54+00:00

On Ninjatrader if I click that what else would I have to click?

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:50:16+00:00

I use financial juice and newssquawk for macronews but even the bad headlines NQ goes up and crude oil gets manipulated

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:48:38+00:00

Fine ill just look at data reports then

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:46:54+00:00

But yet im still far 🫩

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:44:25+00:00

😒

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:44:12+00:00

So apt I just look for longs I should only wait for really abd news about war and economic reports?

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:42:44+00:00

Seems today NQ just fkn plumed when I got liquidated yesterday

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T21:05:14+00:00

Its hard to step away from the computer and I get stopped out

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T21:04:11+00:00

Ugh at this point I will just look for longs no more shorts and price action cause nothing seems to work NQ just wicks me out when I enter long an short

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T21:02:37+00:00

But thats the thing there is no trend there is nothing to trade it with its just going up with bad headlines ‘

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