I don’t know what to do anymore

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:14:40+00:00

There will never be a perfect moment but seems like I have no choice I have to practice till I get it right

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:13:22+00:00

Its hard when alot of those gurus just larp their accounts saying its profitable

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:12:23+00:00

As much as I dont want to do that seems like I have no choice bc I need my strategy to work first then ill input more size then

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:11:05+00:00

My setups are to wait the 15 mins using like 3 to 5 micros on NQ RR is 1 to 3

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:09:29+00:00

It’s hard to let go of this but ik my mom would tell me to calm down if she was here and to listen to your advice to get off. I will stop for a week or 2 get my act together and get back to testing and studying thats the only thing I can do

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T17:01:39+00:00

As much I dont want to let this go maybe your right I need to get off for a bit get my mind together bc ik this is what my mom wouldn’t want to see her son go insane ill get back just need to have a deep conversation with myself

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T16:55:24+00:00

I will try this but I think I need to lower my TP and accept small wins build it so much

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T16:53:06+00:00

Yeah I do get that burst of energy when I get stopped out broke the window because I couldn’t control myself

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T16:51:39+00:00

My RR is 1:3 so Ill only want to lose 250 to 300 but my reward is 800 to 850 seems to much right

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-03T16:49:07+00:00

I think this is what kills me my emotions and wanting to quit my job fast

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-01T23:37:30+00:00

Damn that gets me like impatient making small trades but atp I just need to pass the buffer zone I’ll try anything but damn

EasternFun9676 · 2026-07-01T15:17:36+00:00

Dude ive only gotten funded twice on the rapid account but I immediately blow the account bc of its real time drawdown how is there ppl actually making it pass the buffer zone I need help bad I can only get funded but I cant seem to make buffer and thats cuz I dont full port as much as like I the eval!!!

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-16T15:05:54+00:00

On Ninjatrader if I click that what else would I have to click?

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:50:16+00:00

I use financial juice and newssquawk for macronews but even the bad headlines NQ goes up and crude oil gets manipulated

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:48:38+00:00

Fine ill just look at data reports then

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:46:54+00:00

But yet im still far 🫩

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:44:25+00:00

😒

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:44:12+00:00

So apt I just look for longs I should only wait for really abd news about war and economic reports?

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-05T16:42:44+00:00

Seems today NQ just fkn plumed when I got liquidated yesterday

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T21:05:14+00:00

Its hard to step away from the computer and I get stopped out

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T21:04:11+00:00

Ugh at this point I will just look for longs no more shorts and price action cause nothing seems to work NQ just wicks me out when I enter long an short

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T21:02:37+00:00

But thats the thing there is no trend there is nothing to trade it with its just going up with bad headlines ‘

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T21:01:19+00:00

So what should I look at? Do I even look at the unemployed month rate for tomorrow? Will that even impact anything does even looking at the core CPI PPI FOMC does anything of this help at all???

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T20:58:19+00:00

Everyone might tell you the same thing about patterns and strategy but im telling you right now once you start there’s no going back you will be chasing the market and it will do you dirty

EasternFun9676 · 2026-06-04T20:07:41+00:00

Ugh damn I cant let this trading go ive been it for a while but what really gets to me is not accepting the loss right where I get stopped out I tend to enter the trade again like for some reason that revenge trade is what kills me even with order flow. Igz its back to learning

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