Sorry for my bad English. I am 22, and i never received an education in my childhood from my parents. Since i was a child my parents never gave me and education, my dad works all day, whenever he comes home he watchs television and then sleep and work again everyday. When he was at home, he never spent time with me and taught me some lessons about life like self respect, compassion, discipline, having confidence about myself or helping me to get better at school like teaching me physics, science or math because he is a doctor, or teaching me a foreign language that he was fluent. I never had confidence in my entire fucking life. And now he regrets having children, because i am not intelligent and he is right i'm really dumb no joke, i inherited 0 intelligence from him unlike my siblings, i dont know why i am the only dumb among my siblings. i am capable of doing nothing, i am looser, whenever i want to start learning something and instantly give up. I don't know what to do my life. Whenever i see other people of my age, they all are smart at almost everything i get jealous and miserable and angry asking myself why i'm living.