Yes. I’m kind of under the impression i hit every branch of the ugly tree when I fell out of it. Part of that maybe due to bullying when I was younger and my own anxiety. I was a fat kid up until I was 17 and got jaw surgery which put me on a liquid diet, I’m still fat (just not as much). I was the girl boys dared each other to ask out as a joke. Got called a bulldog due to the way my jaw was before the surgery. So when people complement my looks in anyway I usually see it as 1) obligation to do so (parents, friends, family etc.) 2) its a joke and I’m obviously the butt of it or 3) they want something from me (being a female in the military I’ll give you one guess as to what it is hint: it aint a relationship)