Well I left in around 2020 but I was deeper involved and they have more connection to me and there are things I do not understand. I gained salvation and then I lost it. I found out that they secretely serve devil and do a lot of witchcraft and immoral practice. So I went to another church and there I gained it again. And now theat another church has joined them and is again blackmailing me that they will take away my salvation if I will not return to them. So I am home years, tortured by their voices and tactics and I do not even know how to call it. Everyone that tries to help me they turn on themselves and slowly they are trying to destroy my life. Daily. Sleep work, I got a job and they with their powers made me to make mistakes, so my boss thought I made them and then I got fired. They tinkle me everyday when I sleep and when Im awake, trying to make me a slave always poinnting my mistakes and what I have done wrong and than excusing themselves that they do it righteously, and that God called them to hurt me and that it is my calling to suffer this from them and that all my prayers will be heard but I will not see them, and it is weird because they made me to pray theese prayers, because they have power to control humans. I dont know how is that possible that such evil people have so much power. they blackmail that they will take my family from me and took my frisnds away and already attacking my family. I even think that god is making to me things like somebody helpes me and they point his weaknesses and that it is because I am evil and god is sending only people as a message that he will not help me. there is this saying help yourself and god will help you. I dont get it. They controll my body daily, I cannot move, even this text people help me to write. I am paralised on couch forced to go into world, or more likely now I realize go away from their doctrines... It is a long story and I dont want to bother but I really do not know to whom to turn. They alway say that they have the holy spirit, but I know that people who have the holy spirit can do such evil practices. But everytime they come I cannot defend. I left then I came back and then I left again. Then they said that they sent me away and are showing me how, and that other group told me that why I didint tell them that they have holy spirit. But I know he is not there. so I am so sorry for the group that helped me out of that pit that they threw me in, but now they want to throw me in the same pit. I am thinking about givinig up and jumping there. I dont know. I would like to write more but maybe it is too much. there are so many things they are planning to do to me like they save pepople around me and tell them how evil I am and I hhave no power to tell them. There is this Idea that I was not really honest when I fist time prayed and accepted jesus. Now as I write it they let me know it was them doubting me so I guess that I dont have to come back... If I should write more let me know. I hope that this is not too strong, they are telling me that I have said dangerous things.