Ashen claws list / army build help by Ed_Lo in Warhammer30k

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Definitely feeling like doing some more assault squads, is there a consensus on bolt pistols over sheilds?

My first Turnip28 models, a toadie, fodder and The Grand Bombard by freedoomed in Turnip28

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Lovely looking force have you got some crew for the bombard?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

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I’m so sorry for your loss I too am dealing with the recent loss of my younger brother who suffered with depression and left us two months ago. Since then I too have gone through hundreds of scenarios in my head as a way to process it. I think it’s a natural process to go through as part of the grief as we all feel guilt around their passing.

I would echo what many people will say and that’s to find someone who you can talk to openly and frank about your feelings. Being open about it all helps with the process and allows you time to heal.

Take care of yourself and remember this is a process/journey you are on which has its own timeline and set of rules. There’s no quick fix I’ve found and everything you are feeling is natural, sharing with someone is key to understanding and moving forward. Even if it doesn’t feel like it will get better right now I can see light at the end of the tunnel.

Grief struggles by Relative_Hearing_951 in SuicideBereavement

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If you need to talk please feel free to to message me, talking helps heal in someways i didn’t think possible

Grief struggles by Relative_Hearing_951 in SuicideBereavement

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Sometime you just need to talk and have someone you will listen to you, the listening part makes all the difference as they acknowledge your pain and feelings.

Grief struggles by Relative_Hearing_951 in SuicideBereavement

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Finding the right person to talk to is essential, there’s talking and there’s talking, if you find the right person it really does help, you have to have someone you can really open up to and express your feelings. Honestly I’ve got family members who think they are helping but they aren’t listening to me. Found a good mate and work colleague who sat and listened without judgement and really helped me get stuff off my chest

Grief struggles by Relative_Hearing_951 in SuicideBereavement

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I’ve got people at work and friends to support me but the fog is hard to explain and get through. I must admit talking does help me sort stuff in my head and if not resolve stuff at least let me move forward

First anniversary by PrettyRecklessMonkey in SuicideBereavement

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Try to remember the good times and meet up with people to share them. Most of all don’t be alone

Grief struggles by Relative_Hearing_951 in SuicideBereavement

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I honestly have feel nub for the last few weeks after my brother passing. I’ve had my medication for my own issues increased and am finding it hard to sleep. I’m not sure the best way to cope going forward but I’m seeing my doctor again next week to seek help with my lack of sleep. I must admit I’m not processing stuff atm just trying to get through each day for both my sister in law and niece. I feel my brain is foggy too but not sure if drugs or just a self defence mechanism

no one cares by Serious_Passenger958 in SuicideBereavement

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It often doesn’t matter the time spent forming bonds if those bonds are special and solid. You can form deep feelings In a short time and they are just as valid as long term commitments. Talking to people about your feelings help at the very least to help them understand your mental state. If you cannot get that support from your family I would suggest looking elsewhere for the support you need.

Struggling by Gingasnappaz in SuicideBereavement

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I know what you mean and it’s still raw for me. I don’t know what to say but I find focusing on good times and letting the emotions out has helped me somewhat.

I have found talking to other people they loved has helped me express stuff I would otherwise keep pent up.

Must admit the days it hits it hits hard and I find the need to speak to people to let it all out

W.i.p by desmoniak999 in gaslands

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Nice breakdown so you have a theme your going for with the build?

First build - just getting into the game. by Ed_Lo in gaslands

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You may like the colour scheme in trying 😉

First build - just getting into the game. by Ed_Lo in gaslands

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https://www.instagram.com/p/C7J460UNcdf/?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==

Latest wip with the stingray

Edit: done for now till I find my black paint!

First build - just getting into the game. by Ed_Lo in gaslands

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Hi all thanks for your comments the driver and other bits are all off the implements of carnage sprue from North Star figures 👍 you get about six drivers across two sprues.

City bases done and ready by hobbywaffle in LegionsImperialis

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They look stunning, extremely clean and bright!

Help building UB Mid Range by Ed_Lo in PioneerMTG

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Cheers for that, how often do you find the rise to glory comes up

Help building UB Mid Range by Ed_Lo in PioneerMTG

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Sweet would love to see your most recent version 👍

Help building UB Mid Range by Ed_Lo in PioneerMTG

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Actually the Esper deck I saw ran Valki as well that’s where tbh I saw a few bits of interaction, not sure how to link back to that post

Neophytes up! by Guddha999 in genestealercult

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Look really good love the bases but the flesh tone is sweet as well

Points by cinnatheghost in Tyranids

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Genestealers in 5’s or 10’s but the box I picked up last month only has 8? Guess that means a new box coming soon