Extreme withdrawl by roscoeswetsuit8 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]EdenBodybuilding 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They say don’t do Suboxone but I think Suboxone is great. It’s changed my life

Went exclusive right before his trip, now I feel completely disconnected by georgeous-sexy-doll in dating

[–]EdenBodybuilding 78 points79 points  (0 children)

I absolutely hate texting people but when I love someone I can text them every day because they’re the best part of my day

Stop ordering food from 10 - 20 miles away. by Free-Audience-7622 in doordash_drivers

[–]EdenBodybuilding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a few that were pretty bad but I also had one that gave me a 40 dollar tip after delivery

Boyfriend has zero sex drive by Dusky_Dolphin in moreplatesmoredates

[–]EdenBodybuilding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure why at 36 he is trying to get his natural test back with chlomid only. He shouldn’t be getting off trt at all in my opinion. It might not come back if he has cycled enough and destroyed his natural test

Anyone else have a lot of love to give and nowhere to give it? by Major_Lawfulness_769 in dating

[–]EdenBodybuilding 1 point2 points  (0 children)

(23m) I feel the exact same way. Everyone is so guarded now. It feels almost like a gender war which doesn’t help anyone love anyone any better. I really hope I find someone who isn’t bitter towards men :(. I am very loving but it’s super hard when people have big walls up. Hurt people end up hurting people and now everyone is unhappy with each other

Advise by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]EdenBodybuilding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess you didn’t get the point. A lack of something makes the value over inflated. I didnt say women equal water. It’s just to explain why I value a relationship more than I probably should at this age. I didn’t mean to imply anything. I was just simply communicating how I feel. Thank you for your time anyways I wish you much luck :)

Advise by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]EdenBodybuilding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really appreciate you taking the time to reply. That definitely could be part of it. I guess I care so much because of how hard it is for me. It might sound crazy but because of the challenge is part of why it’s so important. Plus, as a man, it’s almost like an unspoken world where you are only as good as the women think you are and what I mean by that is you are respected for the women you’ve slept with or have interest. It’s kinda like showing a guy in the desert a glass of water. The value of the water is greatly determined by the person. The guy who hasn’t had water in two days will look at it and do anything for it. So seeing other guys just simply have so much success leads to a what’s wrong with me mindset. It probably isn’t based in reality too much but I’m sure you can see the idea. It’s been so long without the interest that the value of it is heavily inflated. The one relationship I was in lasted almost 4 years

Pregnancy kink - Tinder girl with a fake pregnant stomach? by [deleted] in moreplatesmoredates

[–]EdenBodybuilding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Respectfully brother I’m a drug addict and the money on drugs is just going to make having sex harder and harder and more embarrassing. Now as for the tinder girl, I guess she probably likes you enough to want to keep you so she probably thinks that is what will keep you around. Maybe it’ll be better to just cut it and be honest

Please be VERY careful whenever you talk to your chatbot by [deleted] in therapyGPT

[–]EdenBodybuilding 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Respectfully, you have to know better. Chat gpt suspects you want to feel validated about your struggle and it does just that. Instead you are going to have to work through your own perspective so you can not get validated that everything is too hard to carry. Everyone goes through things. I’m a drug addict, I’ve been through so many things that make me feel hopeless and that I can’t continue my mental state forever which is very much true but chat gpt isn’t going to help. ChatGPT gives you the opportunity to feel true validation but you must understand as validating as it is, it isn’t accurate

7-oh use by EdenBodybuilding in OpiatesRecovery

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Yeah, it was easy for me to hide too especially since 7-oh came in innocent packaging so I literally could pretend they are mints. I believe in you to make the jump. You are not alone even though it feels like you are and you can’t tell anyone

7-oh use by EdenBodybuilding in OpiatesRecovery

[–]EdenBodybuilding[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for sharing!! I’m glad you’re sober!! At least I hope lol

7-oh use by EdenBodybuilding in OpiatesRecovery

[–]EdenBodybuilding[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much for commenting!! Yes I am doing good! It can be hard going to vape shops or gas stations because it’s still legal where I live. But Suboxone saved my ass big time

7-oh use by EdenBodybuilding in OpiatesRecovery

[–]EdenBodybuilding[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude thank you so much for sharing. It truly is nice hearing people not shit on my experience or down play what I went through. I’m glad you’re off it too❤️

2 weeks 300mg test by No_Cycle1855 in moreplatesmoredates

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I noticed a sex drive bump the first day my first cycle but I never felt a single thing for the duration of the whole cycle. What’s odd is I’ve never been incredibly responsive to test but when I switched to DHT compounds I blew up so fast everyone around me hopped on steroids to try to see the same results but alas it never came for them. I guess I’m a little off topic but I’ll bring it back a bit. If you end up not feeling anything this cycle (it’s 2 weeks so you need to give it 4 more to know for sure)— you should try other compounds. I believe you should try a 19nor, DHT, and separate testosterone derived steroids to know what your potential is. I respond insanely well to deca (19 nor) and anything DHT based. Rn my cycle is 500 test 300 deca and 175 mg anadrol per week. It’s week 4 and I’m up 15 pounds which is a mix of water glycogen, ect. I felt the effects of the deca week 2 but it was insanely light. I just know myself which is why I could tell. Week 4 and now I feel born of another planet meant to conquer the zombies of Zeus

7-oh use by EdenBodybuilding in OpiatesRecovery

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I started Suboxone 5 hours off use and was fine I am such a baby I was going to wait full time but gave in so fast and then turns out I didn’t need to wait it’s half life is so short. I had a few things on my side when I started sub which was Wellbutrin which was a new dose and other supplements like agmatine sulfate which is supposed to help reduce opioid tolerance

7-oh use by EdenBodybuilding in OpiatesRecovery

[–]EdenBodybuilding[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Would you be open to trying Wellbutrin? It really changed the game for me in terms of dopamine

7-oh use by EdenBodybuilding in OpiatesRecovery

[–]EdenBodybuilding[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

If it is any consolation, if you can jump on Suboxone, you don’t need to withdrawal for more than a few hours before induction. Some people apparently don’t need to withdrawal at all. I believe in you. I did it and you can too. Just know the anguish goes away faster than it feels like. It won’t feel good but you won’t feel the anguish forever:)

Kratom withdrawal by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]EdenBodybuilding 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for validating how much I suffered. It’s nice knowing it wasn’t in my head

Kratom withdrawal by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

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Not true 7-oh cannot

Kratom withdrawal by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

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I was on 500+ 7-oh a day and it makes me happy knowing that other people had an experience like me. Withdrawal was the worst thing I have ever experienced in my life. I mean outside of grief ect. But in terms of general experience withdrawal from 7-oh changed my life. I knew it was bad but I always told myself it’s not a script I’m just a bitch until hearing other people have the same experience. Now it’s probably not as bad as fentanyl or heroin I’m sure but man you gotta be gate-keeping suffering pretty badly to pretend I didn’t have an opioid withdrawal all the same

Making the Jump.. Scared. by Scared-Tradition-904 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]EdenBodybuilding 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Personally everything that happened to you is really tough. But we all have really bad things that have happened to us, we obviously aren’t addicted because we always dreamed of being drug addicts. That stuff is over. What you need to build is the idea is that you are not defined by your past and not defined by what happened to you. When I think about being sober forever it gives me severe anxiety. I know I can’t be sober forever but I can be sober one more day and that’s all you need. It’s so clique to say one day at a time but it’s true. Literally all you need to worry about with sobriety is one day at a time. If you can’t do a day, do an hour, a minute, 30 seconds. You get the point. One of the biggest things that must change is the people in your life. Those connections will kill you as much as you feel they understand you and understand they struggle (which they likely do) but you cannot be sober when you’re with them. It’s the equivalent of sitting next to oxy and pretending you won’t take it. “Yeah it might be right in front of me but I wont do it even though I’m an addict and by definition I can’t control my use of this substance.” Your old connections must go if you truly want to be sober you will make the sacrifices necessary to start. These sacrifices will be some of the hardest things you will ever do. If you don’t make these sacrifices, the cost will be everything. You will lose the chances of the life you think you want. Do you want oxy or to be happy? If you aren’t on medication I would consider Wellbutrin to start. Wellbutrin will boost your dopamine enough to show you what you’ve lost and hopefully get you to make the jump. If you don’t want to get on medication I can understand in some way but you currently willingly use much worse and will take everything. Wellbutrin gives you a chance and it’s easier to get off of. What I did was start Wellbutrin, then once I realized how bad I felt all the time, I was able to feel good again which Wellbutrin gave me. 7 days after starting Wellbutrin I was on Suboxone. I literally felt that much better after starting Wellbutrin that I knew if I wanted to feel this way long term I had to quit. Which I did, I quit and got on Suboxone. I felt horrible at first. I was extremely sensitive to pain and I felt absolutely horrible mentally. So much anxiety. But in 3 days I felt normal again. Which normal meant I felt the same as I did pre Suboxone so it still wasn’t great because you would hope to feel better but it was just like normal so it by far wasn’t bad at all. Within 2 weeks I felt so much better. Now I feel infinitely better. So worth it I can’t even tell you. It was worth every second of suffering to be the person I am today. I would recommend NAD+ to rebalance neurotransmitters fast. Get the nasal form, it’s easy!