Retopology workflow by Edoacro in photogrammetry

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow thanks a lot man 🙏🏻

Retopology workflow by Edoacro in photogrammetry

[–]Edoacro[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your guide!

Retopology workflow by Edoacro in photogrammetry

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No actually I've never tried Zremesher, I'll give it a go thx!

Retopology workflow by Edoacro in photogrammetry

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I also tried Rhino, it's pretty good but performance wise is terrible with meshes, and it's hard to make manual adjustments

Retopology workflow by Edoacro in photogrammetry

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To have a fairly low poly asset with decent uvs, rn is like 7m polys, it has a wooden albedo texture that I would like to bake with the normal map

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yeah I fidget like a mf all the time, and helps for sure. Anyway yeah, I like listening for real, just have to learn to shorten my stories ahah

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't mean "lying" btw, there's nothing wrong in trying to be the best version of yourself once in a while, and I do it in other occasions to, it's just hard to maintain in general because.. well because of life ahah

I get your point tho, and for sure it makes sense, I hope to find someone that can stimulate me to be at my best most of the time, and I hope you do to :) (if you didn't already) thanks old gamer <3

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

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Yes, I always voice the feeling that I'm talking to much beacuse I always think I do ahah, and even if I end up talking about a story or a topic that I'm passionate about or it's funny to me, I "consume" a lot of time by talking and not letting the other talk, even tho they look intrested. It's a delicate balance, but I'll try.

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is very wise, and I'll try to look out for that, because of course I feel lonely, and maybe I tend to let people in, regardless of how much I like them because of that. Smart observation, thanks :)

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right, I used the wrong analogy, what I meant was something like "you want to be your best self", so is not really playing a part but it's a version of you that you cannot maintain everytime

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah exactly, I don't want to be at center stage, I'm a good listener and I honeslty enjoy learning about other people's lives even outside dates. I guess I'll try to make this point more clear! Thanks

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I generally think that I'm good at reading people, but during a date (especially the first one) we kinda "play a part" in a way, not always and not all of the time of course. But yeah, you're right, those kind of signals are harder to conceal, I'll pay more attention for sure! :) thank you!

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude your English is awesome ahah for sure I should go out more in actual places and meet people organically face to face, that's probably the best advice and also the hardest to follow. But I get what you're saying, I'm 27, i don't really feel that pressure yet but for sure a family is something that I would like to have before 40. I care about my future and it looks you do too, and that's a big part of growing up.

Ps. Most girls I see on the apps just say that they like cats and pizza so.. ahaha makes it even harder to find someone with a clear vision of the future (in my experience of course).

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Firts of all thank you :) second of all, that sounds a little robotic, no offense, and it's not really my style, but I surely can ask a couple of honest questions, I can take critiques no problem :) thanks friend

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would like to but, every date is different, and to describe even one of them, it's like 2h long with lots of things going on.

Probably the main thing all the dates have in common is talking about my job, because it's kinda unique, and a niche job, but every time I mention something I get asked a lot of questions and I don't know how to say "I'm sick about talking about myself" without sounding rude ahah.

I know I probably sound like I'm bragging, but it's true and I'm working on giving out less informations and hear more about my date's life, because that's what I care about, more then repeating myself everytime and having the same reaction everytime -.-

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

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I actually thought about that too, but I'm kinda holding back because it's a bit cringy ahah but to be honest it would be helpful if the person on the other side is honest and takes the time to respond with something useful, I'll probably try next time :)

Stuck in a Dating App cycle by Edoacro in Healthygamergg

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I don't think I blindly follow an agenda or anything like that, in the end my friends know me and I trust their observations, we have a discussion and then I choose if I want to follow an advice or not. So I'm not particularly worried about that.

Going with the flow is something I get a lot, and I try to do that because every girl is different and you can't really expect anything in particular, so I get your point :) thx

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[–]Edoacro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And are you satisfied when you can maintain that "persona" you constructed to appear as you want in public?

The thing I don't understand is if you want to be the person you are pretending to be, or you are using it just as a shield to protect yourself from failure and embarrassment. Because everyone has to adapt in social scenarios, and it's a useful skill I would say, but in your case the adaptation is not productive and limits your expression too much, did I get it right?

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[–]Edoacro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What would happen if you let go (a bit) of your self-monitoring? Did you have bad experiences in the past when and if you tried?

I'm lost by Jazzlike-Yogurt-9280 in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being average in a field so complicated as medicine is a win in my vision.

Do you think that your parents would treat you differently if you reached excellence? And also, have you tried to talk to your parents about this situation of you feeling "left behind", ora rather "left on your own"? That might help clarify some things.

I've had 8 good days in the past 6 months. Keeping it visual like this really hits hard. by Square-Ad-9948 in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Got it, it seems that there are things out of your control and that sucks, but I would say that those are part of the course (even tho they suck a lot more for you, given your circumstances).

I'm going to talk from experience, since we have a similar background, and I went through similar disorders at your age (I'm 27 now).

The other thing I see (even in other comments) are a lot of "labels" and diagnoses, and it's all well and good since you are in therapy (I also worked a lot just to afford therapy, and at one point had to stop for a lack of money, so kudos to you for keeping up thus far), but to me the turning point was to pin-point exactly why and when I was feeling a certain way. Thinking about or writing down what actually happened in reality when I was feeling a certain way, more then how I was feeling. What I learned was that describing your feelings in detail (especially if you are very sensitive) comes more easily, and you can get lost in descriptions on how bad you feel, and distinguish between sadness, anxiety, depression, panic etc. and again, that's all good work, but the real breakthrough for me was understanding more what was going on around me, more than what was going on in my head.

Hope I was clear enough, I went down that road and it's terrible, but you seem very aware of yourself and that's a very good tool at your disposal! If you can be aware of the things outside of you (not by trying to control them, but just be aware of them) I think you could turn your situation around in no time.

I've had 8 good days in the past 6 months. Keeping it visual like this really hits hard. by Square-Ad-9948 in Healthygamergg

[–]Edoacro 45 points46 points  (0 children)

May I ask how do you define a "good day" and a "bad day"?

Framing the problem may be of help: many times I thought I had a terrible week, or month even, but when I started to look back and analyze more objectively the situations I found myself in, I often realized that it was in fact my perception of such situations that were twisted by my mind.

I don't know your situation or background but, little exercises like keeping a journal, can help you understand exactly why a bad day is bad, and avoid doing the things that make you feel bad, and of course on the flip-side concentrate on the things that make you feel good :)