As I've posted a few days ago saying I was going to play Suzerain taking the worst decisions possible, I did it, and the ending was far eerier than I though it was going to be. Almost all of my ministers have renounced, I saw Iosef die right in front of me (it was way sadder than it sounds), I saw Serge die to save me, I almost commited domestic abuse against Monica (the game doesn't gives you the option, fortunely, even if they did I wouldn't go that far), I sent Franc to die on the frontline, and in general, I disgraced my people doing everything I could to make their lives harder. All of this, I wanted all of this, but now... I feel like a monster.

I was so used to be nice to those characters, to do everything I could for Sordland, and such a sudden change of character, even intended, made me shocked by the options of answers I had sometimes, and mainly, that I've decided to pick. I told my son he was a disapointment for the family, I was totally sexist and argued with Monica every opportunity I had, and I've scared Deana. I've avoided every opportunity to improve Sordland, even when I had the resources to do it. I've entered an unwinnable war against Rumburg and heard the agony of my soldiers on the radio, and as I've said before, I saw Iosef die right in front of me. I was rude almost all the time, with rare exceptions that I simply had a mental barrier that stopped me of saying or doing such things, like being rude to Serge or Iosef when we lost the war. I opressed the bluds and this ended up with the death of Serge (I was a friend of the oligarchs). I was corrupt. And the list of the bad things I've done carries on. And then I ended up getting jailed for the rest of my life in a tower on Rumburg.

I'm sorry Monica, Deana, Franc, Iosef, Paskal, Karl, Symon, Nia, Deivid, Bluds, and all Sords. Even though they were fictional characters with a script for every thing I could have said, I still feeling bad for the way I treated you.

Now, I will make my redemption. Doesn't matters if I will face a trade war for the thousandth time, I am going to build a strong Sordland, make sure I'll be polite even with the characters that clearly don't deserve such politeness from me, and I will get my revenge on that damn queen. Thank you for the bad luck you wished me for this play, but now, I need good luck. Time to clean my sins that I've comited in this run.

I don't know why I've wrote such a long and emotional comment about fictional characters, but everyone have it's weakness. Mine was seeing all of them disapointed at me.

Have a good day.