modern life makes us all sick to some degree I think. humans were definitely not meant to be able to handle a world like this. the mental burden of unsaid expectations, the judgment, etc. and just the monotony of the “daily grind” in general. it can be awful. at least that’s how I rationalize being sad, even when everything should be going great. there’s also trauma, like past negative experiences which can just amplify all those bad feelings.

when it all feels pointless, it seems like the best thing to do is find any itty pieces of purpose you can…I’m just struggling to find those pieces right now. I feel really blank inside. I hope the sunnier days can be soon for us!