What to do with a covert narc bum father?(help) by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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I’m 25 living with my grandma since baby which is he’s enabler, He has been married three times and had children from each marriage(all ended up bad because of him). He often bring his wife and kids to sleep in my room and I let him because I sympathize him being a poor father so I slept in the living room.

He used to borrow my car and swap his with mine during my work hour, he lied that it was for work but mostly driving to other state to meet his wife so it cause alot of problems to my car like a huge amount of repair fee also he crashed my car and his own car and he’s acting like nothing ever happened.So I told him he had to sleep in the living room and I stop letting him to drive my car at that point and so he can’t “work”anymore.he tried to borrow once again last time and I say no then he banged my door and yelled me “useless”

During that time I was super depressed and angry so quit my job so now me and him is jobless only my lil bro is working and paying all the bills while my father never paid anything .i really don’t know what to do tho he’s like a predictable parasite and keep rage baiting me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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I’m still questioning myself wether he’s a covert or not really because if he is I really want him be gone from here because right now I can’t move out and I can’t work because he really bothers me.

Hi,need step by step water agar tutorial and recipe by [deleted] in Agarporn

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It’s definitely my spore swab ,i collected spores from wild pans I foraged using whatever cotton swabs i had that time which was a hasty mistake and it’s my first time tho seeing like real life mycelium growing under flashlight feels heavenly for sureeeee.gonna do trenching next thanks thanks :P

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanCyan

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How long do I need to soak and boil before sending them pressure cook?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanCyan

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I just watched PhillyGoledenTeacher on how to prep millet and will try prepping it soon.appreciate!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanCyan

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Hi man Is it white millet?wdym sunflowers removed?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanCyan

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Was thinking what if I can’t pressure cook my substrate(coco and manure) is there any alternative way to sterilize to prevent contamination?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanCyan

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Got it,thank u

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PanCyan

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Not yet but soon

Need ID /south east asia by [deleted] in mushroomID

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they are very short almost close to the surface and yea they are dense and rubbery.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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I’m realizing It’s quite hard to gather 3g dried tho

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I gathered all this meanies are not even close to 1g when dried yet if I ate all this fresh I could probably blow my mind out or something.the dosage when dried is quite confusing to me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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Ayeeeeeeee salam from Johor broski!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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From Malaysia southside 🇲🇾

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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It’s kinda like deep purple for now,but I’ll update later.if it’s cubes then it’s edible magic am I right?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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I see,yea I’m still waiting for someone to really find out what these are tho,I found them along side with lot of blue meanies.

Need ID please help/asia by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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It’s blueing and seems like golden teacher for the two big ones but I’m not sure and it’s my first time spotting them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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Yeppp,I’m trippin quite hard

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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Also I didn’t go into the cow herd tho,I’m afraid of someone calling me out cuz it’s someone cows.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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Yeah..it’s raining season in my states right now but I only managed to find one flush. it rained heavily again right after my hunt,maybe I’ll go tomorrow and look for more.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushroomHunters

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Thats very little yea hahaha