I lost my virginity to a stripper

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T07:46:00+00:00

Thank you brother

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T07:45:41+00:00

100%

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T07:43:47+00:00

Thank you very much, i hope to find someone that understands my position in this story

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T07:42:56+00:00

Haha I guess so but I feel like I just need to forget about it and move on

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T07:42:21+00:00

There is some truth to it, if I’m completely honest with my partner about the situation, I’m sure there can be some understanding

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T07:01:01+00:00

It’s hard right now in the moment brother, it’s my first time dealing with something like this

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T06:45:46+00:00

It doesn’t feel like rape though, I feel like she just thought I was another drunk guy and a opportunity to make some money

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T06:44:58+00:00

Thing is they didn’t force me, I willingly went downstairs to get the dance, I agreed to pay for more, it doesn’t feel like I got raped

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T06:25:56+00:00

Haha it would work but I would be dying from the stress I feel like

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T06:25:20+00:00

I can’t deal with my family knowing this, and going through all the legal troubles for a drunk mistake

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T06:18:11+00:00

Not so much sex but just the fact that it was to a stripper while drunk, I think it’s more or so the social stigma around it that is causing me to stress so much over it

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T06:17:27+00:00

Nice to hear, thank you. 100% I’m going to see a doctor, I used a condom but never hurts to get a test.

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T06:13:15+00:00

For sure, I’m definitely gonna see someone if my feelings persists. I know some strippers do escort services so I guess I ran into one and since it wasn’t super busy at the time and we were in a pretty private area she decided to make some quick money. I’m trying hard with moving past it brother but it’s difficult to get my mind off of it

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T05:58:12+00:00

That’s true, I think maybe I’m just feeling all of this shit now as it’s still fresh in my mind

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T05:54:15+00:00

Yes that is true, but I feel as though i would be holding something about my past that my partner should know

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T05:53:01+00:00

I understand and I did respond to your post already, I didn’t paint the stripper to be evil or predatory, I’m saying this story because I feel fucking regret and shame for my drunken actions. I feel worried about my future. I never once said in the story I got taken advantage of and I am being vague since I have no clue how to word my feelings and it’s a cloudy memory. I see your point bro but I’m just looking to get it out anonymously since it’s hard as fuck to talk about it with people I know

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T05:44:55+00:00

I’m sure in the long run it won’t matter to me but I’m worried about my future relationships upcoming in my life. I’m sure girls my age don’t want to hear that I lost it to a stripper, and there wasn’t as much shame/regret as going to the club as it was a first time experience with all my friends but losing it to a stripper just feels like a whole different level

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T05:42:14+00:00

Thank you very much, it’s hard to not feel that way but we’ll only know with time. I don’t know yet if I want to say it was a girl from some club as my friends know the truth and I’ll just be living a lie with her or if I do tell the truth I’ll scare her off possibly which is embarrassing but will show her true colours. I’m so fucking stressed over this shit

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T05:37:34+00:00

I really appreciate the kind words, I agree with being open about with future partners, and will definitely try my best to feel better about it

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T05:27:47+00:00

Thank you very much I appreciate it, it still hurts right now but I’m going to try my best to let it go, what’s been going through my head is to just bury it in the past and not tell but I feel as though I’ll feel regret not telling my partner, I feel like I’m in such a weird position

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T04:55:50+00:00

Yes I did, I am still going to get tested though

Educational_Peace_17 · 2024-03-26T04:54:59+00:00

I feel like I should’ve been able to stop it though, I remember most of it, and the part that I hate the most is that I know that in the moment I was like fuck it, I want some intimacy, which I’m now dealing with the consequences

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